Perpetual 7. I’m always lying down, existentially surrendered, not doing proper box… things
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Submitted 3 weeks ago by LadyButterfly@piefed.blahaj.zone to memes@sopuli.xyz
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j4k3@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
fin@sh.itjust.works 3 weeks ago
6 I’m struggling with covid
DrDystopia@lemy.lol 3 weeks ago
A solid 6 but I’m just struggling.
GreenShimada@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
6 Still having coffee
Asfalttikyntaja@sopuli.xyz 3 weeks ago
_stranger_@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
1 4 6 8 9 1
it was a day
ICCrawler@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Hard 6. That flat and unamused anger speaks to me.
TacoButtPlug@sh.itjust.works 3 weeks ago
second viye for 6
myfunnyaccountname@lemmy.zip 3 weeks ago
Coldgoron@lemmy.zip 3 weeks ago
Solid 6 today.
synapse1278@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
6: business with evil undertones
FoxyFerengi@startrek.website 3 weeks ago
3
No thoughts, just box
MyDarkestTimeline01@ani.social 3 weeks ago
Whichever one is sleep deprived.
Shortstack@reddthat.com 3 weeks ago
2
A mixture of dazed, overwhelmed and exasperated
Brahvim@lemmy.kde.social 3 weeks ago
Same!!!
SCmSTR@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 weeks ago
For the past three, maybe 5 or 6 years. But for at least the entirety of 2025.
I don’t want to feel this way. I do everything I can to not feel this way. But, there’s an elephant of a dark cloud hovering overhead that no matter how much I try to bounce, still brings me back.
It’s fascism.
It makes me think about death and what it’s like to not exist. I can’t stand the thought of never existing again. Obviously, I won’t have the ability to care once I die. But it just seems like there should be something I can do to not or to prolong it at least until I’ve achieved my goals. I know that’s unrealistic and not how it works, but that’s so insanely frustrating. That, one day, this very thing that I’m doing right now, thinking, imagining, writing… Will cease. Me, as it were, just, won’t. My thoughts, my feelings, my memories, my hopes, my passions, my perspectives, my ideas, my collections, my efforts. Wiped, never to be seen again.
And then if you can, imagine that, but for everybody that exists right now. They will all die, sooner or later. There’s so much loss. So much destruction of consciousness and creativity.
I know this is probably different for people who have or will have children. But I don’t and probably won’t, and so my perspective is somewhat more finite. My legacy can’t be fulfilled or sated by such an easy route, so my thoughts are driven to my own goals and limits.
An ex of mine and I were talking about this, and he half jokingly said that he will never die and “he” extended far past his body, meaning that his influence and values and things that he consider part of him live longer than his body. Men can be so goddamned irritating sometimes. Because, sure, that’s definitely a valid way to look at it, especially when you’re as self centered and full of yourself as him. But, when it comes down to it, I only see that as a way to cope with one’s own mortality.
Maybe he’s right, though. But maybe, I hate the idea of my awareness and consciousness suddenly not existing. I always thought there’d be more than enough time…
I’m too young to be worrying about this stuff. I just wanna live my life and go out into the rain and be successful and travel and live in a polycule and invent stuff and make music and go hiking and make food have a career and a family and friends and neat hobbies and SLOWLY get older. NOT deal with fascism.
Why did it have to be fascism?
Pringles@sopuli.xyz 3 weeks ago
I guess 2, kinda happy with progress at work and in general, but not ecstatic.
nesc@lemmy.cafe 3 weeks ago
8
wesker@lemmy.sdf.org 3 weeks ago
4
ZindaDil@sopuli.xyz 3 weeks ago
6
But_my_mom_says_im_cool@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Im generally a 7
klemptor@startrek.website 3 weeks ago
1! Just had a pumpkin spice coffee in bed while I watched the sunrise. The clouds were cotton candy pink for a few minutes there. Life is good :)
LadyButterfly@piefed.blahaj.zone 3 weeks ago
That sounds like heaven!
krooklochurm@lemmy.ca 3 weeks ago
I am feeling random cardboard box, thanks for asking.
BuboScandiacus@mander.xyz 3 weeks ago
Formfiller@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
8 all year
Brahvim@lemmy.kde.social 3 weeks ago
2, but because it looks ironic-ish.
Da going iz not goin’ great.dejected_warp_core@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Number 8 all the way. I’m still here, just boxin’ along, but I’ve been through some things.
gingersaffronapricat@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Where are my 5s at?
HeyThisIsntTheYMCA@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
8
LemmyKnowsBest@lemmy.world 3 weeks ago
Six
biggerbogboy@sh.itjust.works 3 weeks ago
unironically 1 somehow
oxysis@lemmy.blahaj.zone 3 weeks ago
Somewhere between 7 and 9
Kattiydid@slrpnk.net 3 weeks ago
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