Perpetual 7. I’m always lying down, existentially surrendered, not doing proper box… things
Excellent scale
Submitted 10 months ago by LadyButterfly@piefed.blahaj.zone to memes@sopuli.xyz
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j4k3@lemmy.world 10 months ago
fin@sh.itjust.works 10 months ago
6 I’m struggling with covid
DrDystopia@lemy.lol 10 months ago
A solid 6 but I’m just struggling.
GreenShimada@lemmy.world 10 months ago
6 Still having coffee
Asfalttikyntaja@sopuli.xyz 10 months ago
_stranger_@lemmy.world 10 months ago
1 4 6 8 9 1
it was a day
ICCrawler@lemmy.world 10 months ago
Hard 6. That flat and unamused anger speaks to me.
TacoButtPlug@sh.itjust.works 10 months ago
second viye for 6
myfunnyaccountname@lemmy.zip 10 months ago
Coldgoron@lemmy.zip 10 months ago
Solid 6 today.
synapse1278@lemmy.world 10 months ago
6: business with evil undertones
FoxyFerengi@startrek.website 10 months ago
3
No thoughts, just box
MyDarkestTimeline01@ani.social 10 months ago
Whichever one is sleep deprived.
Shortstack@reddthat.com 10 months ago
2
A mixture of dazed, overwhelmed and exasperated
Brahvim@lemmy.kde.social 10 months ago
Same!!!
SCmSTR@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 months ago
For the past three, maybe 5 or 6 years. But for at least the entirety of 2025.
I don’t want to feel this way. I do everything I can to not feel this way. But, there’s an elephant of a dark cloud hovering overhead that no matter how much I try to bounce, still brings me back.
It’s fascism.
It makes me think about death and what it’s like to not exist. I can’t stand the thought of never existing again. Obviously, I won’t have the ability to care once I die. But it just seems like there should be something I can do to not or to prolong it at least until I’ve achieved my goals. I know that’s unrealistic and not how it works, but that’s so insanely frustrating. That, one day, this very thing that I’m doing right now, thinking, imagining, writing… Will cease. Me, as it were, just, won’t. My thoughts, my feelings, my memories, my hopes, my passions, my perspectives, my ideas, my collections, my efforts. Wiped, never to be seen again.
And then if you can, imagine that, but for everybody that exists right now. They will all die, sooner or later. There’s so much loss. So much destruction of consciousness and creativity.
I know this is probably different for people who have or will have children. But I don’t and probably won’t, and so my perspective is somewhat more finite. My legacy can’t be fulfilled or sated by such an easy route, so my thoughts are driven to my own goals and limits.
An ex of mine and I were talking about this, and he half jokingly said that he will never die and “he” extended far past his body, meaning that his influence and values and things that he consider part of him live longer than his body. Men can be so goddamned irritating sometimes. Because, sure, that’s definitely a valid way to look at it, especially when you’re as self centered and full of yourself as him. But, when it comes down to it, I only see that as a way to cope with one’s own mortality.
Maybe he’s right, though. But maybe, I hate the idea of my awareness and consciousness suddenly not existing. I always thought there’d be more than enough time…
I’m too young to be worrying about this stuff. I just wanna live my life and go out into the rain and be successful and travel and live in a polycule and invent stuff and make music and go hiking and make food have a career and a family and friends and neat hobbies and SLOWLY get older. NOT deal with fascism.
Why did it have to be fascism?
Pringles@sopuli.xyz 10 months ago
I guess 2, kinda happy with progress at work and in general, but not ecstatic.
nesc@lemmy.cafe 10 months ago
8
wesker@lemmy.sdf.org 10 months ago
4
ZindaDil@sopuli.xyz 10 months ago
6
But_my_mom_says_im_cool@lemmy.world 10 months ago
Im generally a 7
klemptor@startrek.website 10 months ago
1! Just had a pumpkin spice coffee in bed while I watched the sunrise. The clouds were cotton candy pink for a few minutes there. Life is good :)
LadyButterfly@piefed.blahaj.zone 10 months ago
That sounds like heaven!
krooklochurm@lemmy.ca 10 months ago
I am feeling random cardboard box, thanks for asking.
BuboScandiacus@mander.xyz 10 months ago
Formfiller@lemmy.world 10 months ago
8 all year
Brahvim@lemmy.kde.social 10 months ago
2, but because it looks ironic-ish.
Da going iz not goin’ great.dejected_warp_core@lemmy.world 10 months ago
Number 8 all the way. I’m still here, just boxin’ along, but I’ve been through some things.
gingersaffronapricat@lemmy.world 10 months ago
Where are my 5s at?
HeyThisIsntTheYMCA@lemmy.world 10 months ago
8
LemmyKnowsBest@lemmy.world 10 months ago
Six
biggerbogboy@sh.itjust.works 10 months ago
unironically 1 somehow
oxysis@lemmy.blahaj.zone 10 months ago
Somewhere between 7 and 9
Kattiydid@slrpnk.net 10 months ago
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