Anon says “women are NPCs”
Anon starts taking T
Submitted 2 weeks ago by Early_To_Risa@sh.itjust.works to greentext@sh.itjust.works
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Ummdustry@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
Fake: The voices in anons head. Gay: Anon wants that man-juice inside him.
InfiniteStruggle@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
T as in testosterone?
llamatron@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
Maybe it’s ‘tea’. Their internal monologue has a British accent.
InfiniteStruggle@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
Jane Austen butler mode activated
Siethron@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
No, it’s Earl Grey
finallymadeanaccount@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
No, ‘T’ as in ‘Tic-Tacs’.
Cruxifux@feddit.nl 2 weeks ago
It must be.
Gladaed@feddit.org 2 weeks ago
No… T as in T pose juice.
Asidonhopo@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
I was sure when I read it earlier that it referred to the Boston mass transit system
TheBat@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
Explanation?
NateNate60@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
“T” is testosterone, the male sex hormone. It’s commonly taken by transgender people transitioning to male. Testosterone causes many of the bodily changes associated with male puberty, such as the growth of body hair and muscles. Unrelated to its medical use, it’s also taken by biological males as a performance-enhancing steroid and is on the World Anti-Doping Agency’s list of banned substances.
Anon is saying that after they started taking testosterone, they developed an “internal monologue”. Most people already have this; it’s the sound of your thoughts, such as when you lick and ice cream and think to yourself “wow, this tastes pretty good”. Some people do not have internal monologue. I do not know the medical reason for this.
Anon is expressing confusion as to why taking testosterone caused them to develop an internal monologue when they previously didn’t have one.
PoliteDudeInTheMood@lemmy.ca 2 weeks ago
I have kleinfelter syndrome, which means my body does not produce Testosterone, or very little anyway. I only found out at 38. I’ve had a pretty advanced internal monologue all my life, what the lack of T did give me was insulin resistance, major depression, and generalized anxiety. The latter 2 disappeared almost instantly after my first Testosterone injection. Depression was like a constant weight pushing down on me, the next morning I woke up without the weight, and without the worry about everything. And it was very weird.
lemming@anarchist.nexus 2 weeks ago
What’s the difference between an internal monologue and just thoughts?
davetortoise@reddthat.com 2 weeks ago
Frankly, I don’t trust the intelligence of people who don’t have an internal monologue. If you don’t think in words, you can’t be thinking of anything very complicated
Ummdustry@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
I’m vice versa, Imagine how far out the box you would be able to think if you weren’t even thinking in the dictionary.
Cruxifux@feddit.nl 2 weeks ago
Its so weird to me that some people have internal monologues and some don’t. My internal monologue has been the baseline of my existence since I can remember being alive. I cannot fathom what it’s like to not have one.
pHr34kY@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
Mine’s so loud that people have to shout over it to get my attention.
Marthirial@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
Mine has a name and we argue.
Jankatarch@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
Now I am curious did you have problem sleeping when you were young because of the internal dialogue?
Goatboy@lemmy.today 2 weeks ago
Its important to remember that even when we have similar hardware we can be running vastly different software.
Whats_your_reasoning@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
I have memories from way earlier than I’m “supposed to” have, corroborated by family members. For example, I know I was 2 or 3 when my younger sibling learned to talk, and I remember thinking it was so cute how he couldn’t pronounce his own name. I distinctly remember being in the kitchen, repeatedly asking him his name, then giggling when he answered.
Anyway, I remember when people talked, I had a mental visual system that went along with it. Words elicited pictures in my head, perhaps a bit of early childhood synesthesia. When I thought, I had audio words and visual pictures accompanying everything. Then I learned to write, and slowly the pictures were replaced by seeing the words written. Then over years even that faded, and by puberty my thoughts had become all audio.
With the way it has changed over time for me, I suspect such mental processes may tie in with how some of us learn to organize our thoughts as we develop. Mental words help create a scaffolding that builds understanding and creates order. But then there are those without these internal structures, who still manage to develop language the same as anyone else, and I find that fascinating. I wish I knew what it was like to experience their point of view.
In particular, I’d like to know how they feel about writing. For me, writing is as simple as putting down the words that my thoughts make in my head. Throughout my life, I’ve gotten a lot of compliments on my writing, but why? It seems that not everybody has the same thoughts-to-written-word pipeline. Do others have equally coherent thoughts, but lose track when they begin writing? Or are their thoughts more abstract than words, and difficult to “translate” so to speak? Did my early mental processes create a stronger association between words in my head that now makes writing much easier?
I really want to know. Neurodivergence (in any sense) is fascinating, yet those without internal dialogues and/or aphantasia don’t seem to get studied or talked about as much. Anyone here with a different experience willing to share what it’s like for them?
festnt@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
for me, thought are really abstract and it takes a bit to translate them into words. and even though i’ve spoken english for around 8 years, i can still notice that i take way longer to write things in english than my first language. though i guess that might be related to me basically only listening and typing in english and not actually talking out loud enough. when i do talk out loud, i still have trouble translating thoughts into words. in my first language, portuguese, it’s the same situation, it just takes less time.
whyNotSquirrel@sh.itjust.works 2 weeks ago
When they read or write, they aren’t voicing it their head? How? Or I really don’t understand the subject
(now I remember the trick to read faster by just scanning the sentences)
Viceversa@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
It’s like quick flashes of realisation, of idea acknowledgment, without any verbal dub.
manuallybreathing@lemmy.ml 2 weeks ago
Mine mostly consists of my parents scolding me, and me trying to comfort my inner child, i could do without it
arrow74@lemmy.zip 2 weeks ago
That sounds more like a mental illness and not an inner monolog.
Like my inner monolog are just my thoughts…
Hellstormy@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 weeks ago
I have both. It switches depending on context and activities. For me it’s just two very different brain modes that serve different purposes. In social situations (+for a time afterwards) I usually have it for example. But if I am doing more creative stuff it’s nearly never there.