My college plans basically got derailed bacause I can’t control my emotions it fucking consumed me. I’m just a puddle of sadness now. I feel so dumb that I don’t even know where to get weed.
Average Chinese-American experience. I have no idea how the fuck, that my Chinese American classmates were able to handle all that shit their parents throw at them.
Every time the adults talk to each other, its end up with “so-and-so’s kid is taking college classes and they’re not even 16” or some bullshit.
Or the “Your cousin (Who’s also a US Citizen) is doing bussiness in [Some other country in Europe or Southeasr Asia]”
And they didn’t give me a phone when it was the smartphone era when everyone had one, so I was just the loser/weirdo sitting in the cornet staring at the wall during lunch and I can’t even finish homework because I don’t have a phone to look up google classroom, so much time wasted being bored.
Yea you wonder why I have self-esteem issues and no friends, no social life, and depressed as fuck.
Where the fuck do I get weed? (Also isn’t it like federally illegal in the US? Expecially considering… current politics… ahem #47 ahem)
andros_rex@lemmy.world 1 day ago
See my mom just forced me to graduate early, stole all of my scholarship money, and no one told me that taking Calc 3 as a 17 year old was a bad idea! I lost my national merit scholarship and had to sell my body to creepy old dudes to get a college degree in a field that said “no more trannies allowed” 3 years after I graduated!
jewbies@lemmynsfw.com 1 day ago
Creepy old dudes… You know I find it weird that you’re at least have of that transaction, on the supply side no less. Yet you’re insulting the customer.
Assuming you’re not sex trafficked it’s easy to assume that you put yourself there, begrudgingly or not. Yet you’re insulting the other guy.
What a weird attitude to have.
Valmond@lemmy.world 1 day ago
What a wonderful occasion you missed to shut the fuck up.
andros_rex@lemmy.world 1 day ago
Yeah, I “put myself there” because I got fired from gig work for being a tranny and needed to eat. The dudes who pressured me not to use condoms or fucking stealthed me were just normal guys.
Eat a bag of dicks.
ciara@infosec.pub 1 day ago
many cases : (