DeathByBigSad
@DeathByBigSad@sh.itjust.works
- Submitted 35 minutes ago to [deleted] | 2 comments
- Comment on How do I deal with the outside world when I have germaphobia and don't really like outside? 1 hour ago:
You just need to get the gunk off them before touching your face
My face is itchy and I wanna touch it all the time 🙃
- Comment on If you were dropped into a pool of people's spit and prevented from getting out, would you melt to death? 16 hours ago:
Did you really ask this after I posted a just posted a question about Germophobia?
😭
This universe gotta be trolling me.
- Submitted 19 hours ago to [deleted] | 15 comments
- Comment on ████████ ████ ████ 1 day ago:
- Comment on [deleted] 3 days ago:
Step 1: Have a dream that you’re God’s 2nd son
Step 2: Proclaim you’re a prophet
Step 3: Gather a bunch of cult members
Step 4: Rebel against the government
Step 5: ???
Step 6: Profit? - Comment on Hey Grok 4 days ago:
“Ewww, disgusting weirdo”
- Comment on What is the moral jurisdiction behind not wishing who're rich and in executive positions to die? 6 days ago:
I know that some racists shitheads will definitely torch Asian American small bussinesses and lynch small bussiness owners if society gave the “go ahead” of doing a mao-style revolution.
I don’t want to see my parents dead because some racists are jealous that we are slightly higher on the working class ladder than they are.
the law enforcement aren’t gonna help Asians when racists attack us, we are seen as expendable, I don’t wanna live in LA Riots type of shit and having to do Rooftop Korean style of defending the community. That’s pure chaos.
- Comment on What is the moral jurisdiction behind not wishing who're rich and in executive positions to die? 6 days ago:
I actually might be the rare ones that don’t actually want them dead. Well I mean like I don’t care if they’re alive either, doesn’t matter to me, just seize their assets above 999Mil, if they resist, it’s tax evasion so jail them.
Distribute the wealth. Simple. I don’t need to see bloodshed.
Killing them doesn’t make a difference, their heirs will just take their place. I’m not gonna endorse killing entire families and expecially not their children who didn’t chose to be born to nacissistic rich parents, its just generational trauma and atrocity, do they even have free will but to continue the path they’ve been on for their entire bloodlines? Do humans really have free will? Fix the system, don’t just decapitate people. We don’t need vengeful heirs trying to bring down the new system in order to “avenge their dead parents”.
- Comment on surely your hobby can't be that expensive 6 days ago:
Hobbies be like: !piracy@lemmy.dbzer0.com
- Comment on Is it really worth starting a lemmy community? 6 days ago:
I have one
It’s another home outside my my home.
Like really, China wasn’t my home, the US doesn’t like me that much either.
Maybe !theasiandiaspora@piefed.social is the real home I found along the way.
But this home is in need of my people… we are only like single digits of actual members…
:/
So if you ask us, is it worth it.
We do this not because it’s easy, but because it’s hard.¹ Doesn’t matter if you study day and night, your parent’s demand it. Honor your parent lolol /jk
(¹lmfao its a NASA space exploration saying lol, I quoted it as a joke, because like sounds so much like what a “stereotypical Asian” would say)
But its not really just a hobby thing, its an identity thing… so yes it’s kinda worth it.
Dew it. You get to claim to be the oldest member and have recognition xD
- Comment on Does each country have a book/library of the laws of the land that a commoner can consult to check if they're about to do something illegal? 1 week ago:
That twitch streamer should’ve read this before traveling to SK
(Not naming the dude, y’all know the one)
- Comment on Does each country have a book/library of the laws of the land that a commoner can consult to check if they're about to do something illegal? 1 week ago:
higher body might just choose not to argue with the lower body over conflicting laws, like with cannabis legalization
Reminder that marijuana is still federally illegal.
If you are a non-citizen, you could get deported for posession of marijuana, even if your state “legalized” it, because it would still be a crime under federal laws.
So, pro tip: gain citizenship first, then, after you’ve been sworn in and got the citizenship papers, then you can safely smoke weed…
(Yes, people do get placed into deportation proceedings for possession weed, especially under this current shitty administration)
- Comment on Typical monopoly people 1 week ago:
Etymology: The word originated from Mr. Rónald Dèus Vu, which the concept is named after. It later simplified to Rón-Dè-Vu
Synonyms: déjà vu, jamais vu
- Comment on Does each country have a book/library of the laws of the land that a commoner can consult to check if they're about to do something illegal? 1 week ago:
Women: exists
Taliban: “Wait, that’s illegal”
- Comment on Great guy 1 week ago:
Average Reddit Post be like:
- Comment on Finally, Common Ground... 1 week ago:
Language is so weird tbh.
Like I’d feel comfortable saying I’m an American, but like “I’m a Chinese” sounds so like… gramatically wrong.
Like, idk if its the -ese suffix. Or ifs its because Chinese can be 中国人，华人，中文，中国的，华裔，汉字，so it feels so like imprecise as a term, where as “I’m Chinese” is obviously refering to ethnicity (or nationality)
When someone say “the Chinese”, like when they refer to China’s success or failures, as in “the Chinese have managed to do XYZ”, idk why, but I half expect the speaker to be subconciously racist for some reason… like I feel like that phrase is categorizing me into the CCP’s decisions… like as if they’re assuming I’m part of a monolith that doesn’t have independent thoughts or something.
Maybe it’s just me and I’m overthinking this weird grammer rules.
- Comment on Finally, Common Ground... 1 week ago:
I wish the average people realized this instead of bickering about which of their country is superior.
- Comment on Why are there so many Christmas songs, yet hardly any New Year's ones? 1 week ago:
A compilation of like bunch of Cantonese songs that adds up to over an hour long: www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZkPjt_Ug6s
You asked for it, now you’re required to add this to your playlist, and you must play this during lunar new years xD
Now my fellow cultists: go spread the Cantonese language 😁
Anyways... My Wall of Text story... kinda off on a tangent from this question...
I’ll be honest, I kinda hate holiday songs… I recognize some of these new year songs… reminds me of being over at relatives house, like big family gathering, in NYC, adults just talking and cousins playing with their phome or Nintendo DS or whatever, and I just sit there bored. And the whole 紅包 “Red Envelope” thing is a sham, you don’t get to keep the money, parents always just tell you to give it to them to “hold on to it”. I sometimes just refuse to accept the 紅包, and just said “just give it to mom” like bluntly (I wasn’t supposed to do that)… like wtf is this show of “giving 紅包” for lol. Is the gods watching? And so I was always there alone. Not alone, but my older brother was there but he speaks Taishanese and talks to the older relatives and idk he kinda just “fits in”, I mostly keep to myself and don’t like talking to anyone. I felt kinda unwelcomed. My aunts (dad’s sisters) talk to me, but I always felt kinda the vibe is weird. They’re form Hong Kong and kinda talk to me in a weird combination of Canto-glish (mix of Cantonese and English) like a Hong Konger… so it felt so weird lol… like I just had trust issues… acts wayyy tol friendly, felt kinda insincere, or maybe just too extroverted and I felt like I need room to breathe as an introvert. The aunt’s kids, my cousins, I feel like they hate me or something… They are all just ABCs (“American-Born Chinese”, it’s a slang term) and I feel like we never connected… like language barriers sort of, they barely speak Cantonese… One of the cousins even bullied me when I first got here. It took a while before English became my primary language, and by that time, the first impressions were already set and the awkwardness and alienation is alreay stored in memory forever… And now we don’t live in the same city anymore… so its forever, can’t be friends due to first impression. Those kids think they’re so superior with their birthright citizenship and learned English earlier from the start. Heh, I speak more languages than they do, bunch of bullies and losers. So yea… holiday songs are forever ruined. As for x-mas songs, I barely had any “friends” in school… so yeah… holiday songs reminded me of lonliness. I remember once during like the afterschool program, I had sensory issues and like the music annoyed me so much, like it hurts my ears, so loud. So I went and turned it off (I was like 8 or 9 years old okay). Bitch white-lady karen teacher got pissed at me and marked me as misbehaving on the stupid behavior chart… so I got banned from the next school trip… fucking bitch. Also its afterschool, why does the behavior chart even apply outside school hours? So yea… what a childhood… such a foreign place…
- Comment on 👁️ 👁️ 1 week ago:
I was trying to make a “my situation is worse” joke, but I guess my sense of humor sucks lol
- Comment on 👁️ 👁️ 1 week ago:
I’m talking about ICE btw
- Comment on 👁️ 👁️ 1 week ago:
You are afraid of someone watching you.
I’m afraid of armed masked men grabbing me and throwing me in a van.
We are not the same.
(am non-white foreign-born Naturalized American)
- Comment on The show I was watching went from "Free" to "Paid" *while I was watching it* 1 week ago:
Sometimes, you find things so niche, you can’t find a torrent for it even after looking through torrent aggregators.
- Comment on The show I was watching went from "Free" to "Paid" *while I was watching it* 1 week ago:
How do you even “rip” media from streaming services? Like how to bypass the drm thing and convert the data to a file?
- Comment on Education is important. 1 week ago:
Canary Islands?
- Comment on Education is important. 1 week ago:
It’s the Euro-wan aka: 欧湾
Mainland Europe has always claimed it as the insepeparable（不可分割）part of the European Union, meanwhile, the ruling government of Euro-wan, the Union of Europe, insists its a separate independent country. Some residents of Euro-wan are trying to rename the country into Republic of Euro-wan
If you ask me, is it a country?
Sorry I don’t want to hurt the feelings of the 400 Million+ Mainland Europeans. No comment.
- Comment on Is it a bad idea to learn Russian because of everything? 1 week ago:
I mean, I get it.
I used to hate Mandarin a lot because of my government, kinda hated Cantonese too because of my parents and their conservative culture
But I realized they don’t own the language, fuck governments, language is a weapon, and I can wield it to advance my goals.
Make anti-government content using the very language they use as an official language, wield the language as a sword. Use it to attack the corrupt governments.
- Comment on Is it a bad idea to learn Russian because of everything? 1 week ago:
Learning Mandarin is very useful to say:
Guāngfú Xiānggâng, Shídaì Gémìng (Free Hongkong, Revolution of our times!)
xD
- Comment on How young do you have to be to get kidnapped and never realizing that you were kidnapped? 1 week ago:
Related:
I remember having a fight with my older brother and I kinda ran away from home, pretty sure this was after the Hong Kong trip, this memory was more vivid and… I was about 5-7 I’m pretty sure I returned home later that night, possibly explains why I get weirdly emotionally attached to parents, older brother = danger, parents = the next safest thing that I know, the outside world has just been so cruel to me, I sort of overlooked my parents emotionally abusive behaviors… there’s nothing I could do.
Like a bird who’s wings are damaged, never allowed time to heal before getting injured again, can’t fly anywhere, forever trapped.
- Comment on How young do you have to be to get kidnapped and never realizing that you were kidnapped? 1 week ago:
Lol I sound sus as hell