Comment on Anon plays spin the bottle

ArbitraryValue@sh.itjust.works ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

• lightnsfw@reddthat.com ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  It felt so weird when I got to college and started working and people were just treating me like a normal person. It took a long time for me to stop defaulting to trying to figure out what kind of trick they were playing on me. I still don’t know wtf I did wrong as a child that made everyone decide I was to be ostracized.

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  • Gloomy@mander.xyz ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

    I am currently doing my bachelor in padagogical science and I can ensure you that group dynamics and individuals position in those groups very seldom have anything to do with the individual. There are contributing factors in all personalities involved, but it more often comes down to how a group is situated in what context. Often youngh people internalise their roles and continue to act according to them in different groups. So, take it as a scientific fact that you very likey didn’t do anything wrong as a child, nor had a personality trade that was the sole contribute to beeing ostracized.

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    • Flocklesscrow@lemm.ee ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

      It’s very difficult to logic away an emotional response

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• sugar_in_your_tea@sh.itjust.works ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  I didn’t have nearly the same awful relationship with rejection as you, but I had a similar experience as you did at your dance. I’m pretty introverted and rarely join social circles, for a bit of context.

  When I went to college, we had a directory of everyone in the building with a picture and name (200 people, more or less). So naturally, we (roommates) picked out our favorites, yet few of us did anything about it. One roommate asked the girl out that he picked (she was my #2), and they ended up dating, and he convinced my to go to dance with him. I went, and he was late (probably making out or something), and my #1 waved me over from across the room, so I went over and talked. We ended up exchanging numbers, dating, and now she’s my wife. Unfortunately, she had already applied to transfer to another school, so we dated long distance for a while before getting married, but it worked out. I still kick myself for waiting so long to ask her out, because we could have spent that time together instead of over video calls.

  A bit of confidence can really go a long way, and screw all the kids who reject others in those formative years. When I see my kids do anything similar, I come down on them really hard, because I don’t want my kids to be the reason other kids feel rejected.

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  • captainlezbian@lemmy.world ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

    Ok but there’s a variety of forms of rejection. I had painful rejection experiences when I was young, some were kids being shitty (not ok), some were kids just not getting along with me (sucks but fine), and some were shit like romantic (necessary for personal development of all parties and as a happily married adult I’m grateful, no matter how embarrassed I was at 16). Part of me gaining confidence was me learning to be someone people liked (alongside my peers getting old enough to find me funny). And I’ve seen people who have confidence and no likability, they range from annoying to in need of severe professional help

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• Echolynx@lemmy.zip ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  I agree. I haven’t really been able to shake off feeling like an outsider due to a combination of a sheltered upbringing + social delays + social alienation.

  It’s almost impossible for my brain to think that other people care without some malicious motive.

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• Jimmycrackcrack@lemmy.ml ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  It’s not an entirely faulty line of thinking in that environment. Those bastard kids really did do that kind of thing all the time and they found it hilarious. When all your experiences up until that point made such an unexpected scenario seem unlikely, the chances of it being a cruel prank instead probably really are higher or even higher still someone recognising your plight and trying to be charitable whilst not quite realising that that hurts almost as much.

  As you probably guessed I didn’t enjoy school a whole lot either. I hope she was sincere though dude. God knows school fucks with your mind.

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• Hadriscus@lemm.ee ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  yep, very similar experience here. Random early rejection totalled me

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• yamanii@lemmy.world ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  always assuming that no one could really like me and anyone who acted as if he or she did was just pitying me or playing some cruel prank on me that I was too socially inept to see.

  Same, even went to tinder to try to get some validation, but still felt like they were just pitying me and always ended up ghosting my matches and never doing anything besides the initial small talk, it’s a hole that’s very hard to crawl out of.

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  • ArbitraryValue@sh.itjust.works ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

    Uh, what’s your secret to getting matches on Tinder? I can’t imagine trying to meet women in order to feel validated. I did online dating before apps, when people had to have written profiles and send messages. I thought I was writing thoughtful messages to women whose profiles made them seem like they might want to hear from me, but I got ignored so much that it was really hard on my self-esteem.

    Am I ugly? My grandma says I’m not ugly…

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    • yamanii@lemmy.world ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

      I’m a man, and I really don’t know too since I too consider myself ugly, but seems like having a few photos where I dressed something like high casual helped I guess, also a photo with your pet if you have one.

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• Don_alForno@feddit.org ⁨2⁩ ⁨weeks⁩ ago

  I did something similar one night in a club. On our way home all my friends berated me why

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