Salamanderwizard
@Salamanderwizard@lemmy.world
- Comment on I'm good, thanks! 7 hours ago:
Thank you!
- Comment on I'm good, thanks! 9 hours ago:
I hate to give this a quick reply but all.i can say is
Thank you my friend. I really appreciate you and your kind words. I can atleast take pride in myself that I know my weak points and I’m not afraid to use tools to overcome them, whatever those tools may be at the time.
Your words were true and kind. I’m glad people like you exist in the world we live in. This is why I love chatting on forums. I may see alot of mean folks, but there’s always a good hearted person like you. Thank you.
- Comment on I'm good, thanks! 12 hours ago:
It fucked me pretty bad. I am still to this day having trouble with things I should’ve learned in school. It set a person like me way back. I’m embarrassed anytime I’m asked to do quick math or something. I’m not an idiot. I just move slow when thinking about things like that.
- Comment on I'm good, thanks! 15 hours ago:
This is just from my experience as a kid… but it looks like characters from a private school learning book. I went to a Christian school that set us up in cubicles with these books. We were basically told to face into our little boxes and read the books to learn. The teacher (a pastor) would walk by to “help,” but honestly, he only ever gave attention to the smart girls or the athletic boys. None of the undesirable were worth the time.
But the books where so fucking stupid and preachy. Every page and everything was a deep throat of Christianity.
- Comment on multitasking🙂↕️ 15 hours ago:
What? No? My partner and I (before any of you judge we’re adults and responsible) got a bit of molly last week and had sex from like 2 am to 7 am. (Water and snack breaks obv).but if I had called that an orgy she would’ve laughed her self dry!
- Comment on I might shit my pants just a little if I saw this 3 days ago:
I hope a 1,000 yrs from now this same finger rock resurfaces on the interwebs 6.6.0.6 and scares the crap outta some cyberpunk kids.
- Comment on I am touched that they care about me 4 days ago:
Who?
- Comment on Gee willikers, hey Craig! 5 days ago:
Don’t be mad y’all can’t come up with fly af greetings like that.
Those greetings were a traded for our rhythm centuries ago.
- Comment on Just a little hit is what I need 6 days ago:
Shit is that the Uncle Ben’s strain?
- Comment on A little added bass to that song 6 days ago:
Goddamnit.
- Comment on Take a little trip 6 days ago:
I believe he’s chill unless you diss him.
- Comment on A little added bass to that song 6 days ago:
throws holy water at you no.
- Comment on Hay there 6 days ago:
I got to 2:55. I’m…hmmm…I mean it’s… I’m trying to say something. But…my brain. Is just not working. She is artistic. Also respect to the limp bizkit sound bite or whatever it’s called. Say what ya want, but I grew up on the bizkit.
- Comment on Where can I get cursed like that? Asking for a friend. 1 week ago:
Brother, the universe is an unending assault of unexpected events. I don’t ever get surprised by things I never thought could happen. We could all wake up tomorrow as birds and I’d just be like “yep this is it.”
- Comment on Where can I get cursed like that? Asking for a friend. 1 week ago:
I mean, brother. Your story is confusing.
This is what I’m reading and please don’t get mad at me
- You found a hookup on Craig
- She asked you to shave “down there” Now I’m no scientist or English scholar, but down there to means your pubic area, your dick balls and or ass and asshole.
- You got a cut while shaving (rookie move bro, gotta use good cream and take it easy.)
- You had sex
- You went to work at a ranch around horse shit. Even if you didn’t get it directly on your private area, I’m sure it was on your pants. Which shit is wet and will soak through.
- You didn’t fully clean yourself or sanitize your cut after a job like that. Hell if I have a cut on my private area I put alcohol on it even if I haven’t done anything that day. You know how sweaty our balls get bro? C’mon this is shit I learned in high-school when I got my first basically rash cause I sweated so much from football. I keep my shit dry and clean now.
- You got an infection and went to doctors who then told you what caused it. But either it was a spider bite, the horse shit or the sex with the person? Which the later one, the sex, doesn’t seem like it to me.
It’s kinda confusing as to what happened to you my friend. Maybe try reexplaining it?
- Comment on No cap Fr Fr 1 week ago:
From what I’m told, yea, she was.
- Comment on No cap Fr Fr 1 week ago:
My partner had a great Aunt who actually died at the Jonestown thing.
- Comment on Everyone else goes to hell 1 week ago:
Cause most folks don’t talk things out and figure out the rules of their relationship. Most folks will force themselves to be with someone they aren’t compatible with and then get upset when they are fullfilled.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
Thanks, brother. I appreciate it so much. You got no idea. I definitely do. My partner, her and my son are the reasons I stopped myself and took control of it. We figured I am probably bipolar. We’ve taken steps to fight it. Knowing when I am having a mood swing, and stuff like that. She also calls me out on my bullshit. Like when I into the mindset that everyone is against me etc etc. I got very lucky to have a partner whose smart enough to see I’m not just a rage monster. It’s helped me learn to be open with my feelings without exploding.
Thanks brother for the kind words. This is why I love forums like this. I find some of the kindest people on em. I always feel so lucky to be able to talk to folks like you.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
That’s awesome. Ya, that’s how it was for me. That and talking to folks on forums that were more liberal. It’s funny how much we can change when we don’t put ourselves in boxes.
Jazz? I been trying to get into that, haven’t found what I like. You know Cowboy bebop? I don’t know if the intro song counts as jazz, but I think I’m leaning more to liking that. Especially for gaming. I’ve been listening to it when playing bf6, seems I can focus better.
And ya, Nashville country…eh…I like a few, mainly cause it was a song I heard growing up, but definitely wouldn’t go out of my way to listen to. My dad was the type to listen to that really really old country music. Bleh! I mean, it’s okay just not my taste.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
The beggars guild by Road kill ghost choir is nother emotional song I feel.
And Goodnight Texas- Hurry things along. This song got me to quit smoking cigs.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
Thank you my friend, it’s giving me butterflies that y’all liked the songs and hearing others talk about their love for the music.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
I love his voice. I’m no singer but I sing in my car, no matter whose in it, and I feel I can nail his songs the best.
The song Demons and the song Whiskey hit me in my core.
Both, and I know this is gonna sound dumb, but my addiction to weed and rage. I grew up in a very violent house. We didn’t talk things out, we fought, even if we were wrong. It’s addicting to have that level of rage. Seeing red, being out of your body. One day like 6 yrs ago I heard Demons.
I was riding home by myself from Tifton to Valdosta. I broke down crying driving on back roads at night cause I felt the song in my heart. Then Whiskey a while after, and it made me see how much I was relying on weed to mask my emotions. I still smoke. But it’s a lot less and I am open to myself and anyone who does something to affect(?) my emotions.
Then like I said, the new song oh my god. Boy. My mama having cancer. She raised me. She believes in God, and I don’t. It got me to thinking that maybe I don’t know and that all this has happened and will happen and if there is a god, we don’t know anything about them, so why make assumptions? Just feel the grass grow between your toes.
Whew. Sorry brother/sister, I got to running my fingers and couldn’t stop.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
My former boss, when I did flooring, listened to Myers. The song stone, I think it was, had me hooked.
Then from there The Dead South- in hell I’ll be in good company, which sent me to The White Buffalo, and then from there a deep rabbit hole.
I love knowing music of different walks of life. My pandora will go from Matchbox20 and Goo goo dolls, to Lamb of God, Spark Master Tape, Tupac, pretty much everything.
I actually started listening to rap when I was alot younger and a dumb bigot. My ma taught me to learn what songs were about. Which I did with the rap songs, which in turn helped me grow past my racism and realize how fucked the world is and that the color of my brother’s skin doesn’t matter.
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
Hey, I’m glad you liked it! My first song from him was “Dahmer does hollywood.”
- Comment on Wasted potential. 1 week ago:
Red dirt country is our Jazz. It’s country but not 24/7 my wife left me for my dog while driving my truck.
Whiskey Myers- Broken window serenade is a song about watching someone deal with a loved one on meth.
Tejon street corner thieves- blue lives murder. Goes ham on cops for killing folks. They also got a song called “oh my god” which has helped me deal with finding out my ma has stage 4 blood and lung cancer.
Amigo the devil has lots of deep songs that gives me white folks jazz/blues. One is called cocaine and abel. Another one I really feel in my heart is stronger than dead.
Sorry to go on rant. I love sharing music I listen to.
- Comment on Everyone else goes to hell 1 week ago:
Cuckqueen is the female version of cuckold if you are looking for “guy does his gf’s friend while gf watches/joins in.” I might be wrong, but that’s what I remember it being called.
- Comment on Everyone else goes to hell 1 week ago:
God’s honest truth. I have experienced that. My partner and I talked about it for a few years and eventually hooked up with her friend from childhood, who lived in our old town.
spoiler
It was one of the best feelings in the world. Getting to have sex with another woman in front of my partner, and then her giving me head after her friend had orgasmsed. I have done a lot of drugs in my life, and none em come close to that sensation. We spent 3 days at her friend’s place. I don’t think there was a single day we weren’t having all 3 having sex.
Sound made up I know. I never thought I’d be the guy to do it. But it took a lot of talking to each other, my partner and I, to feel comfortable with it. Lots of communication and honesty. Wasn’t just “let have a 3sum babe”
- Comment on Maturing 2 weeks ago:
I have. I figured there’s a lot of folks there. I mean more like by yourself.
Still personally, I wouldn’t. But I also have really bad luck. If it can go wrong for me, it will.
- Comment on Maturing 2 weeks ago:
Why would you wanna trip balls in the forest? That’s how you become an acid trip for a bear.