Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: šŸ‘¼šŸ‘¼šŸ‘¼ Friday, November 1, 2024

just_kitten@aussie.zone āØ3ā© āØweeksā© ago

Well DT, I got the placeā€¦ and at the original rent no less (thanks, sloppy REAs!). Payment has gone through so itā€™s official.

Iā€™m relieved but alsoā€¦ now that itā€™s real my heart is also filled with incredible, crushing sadness. I know itā€™s going to be good for me to downsize and cull and open up my life to new options but I am so, so, sad to have to let go of my comforts here under such ugly circumstances. I canā€™t even bear to look at my plants, it breaks my heart. Such is life though, isnā€™t it. Change does not always happen the way we want it to. (and this isnā€™t by far the worst experience Iā€™ve had having to leave a house)

My plan for tonight is to just make a meta-list of tasks so that I donā€™t feel too overwhelmed, but after that Iā€™m going to just let the emotions flow through and watch an episode of Shrinking and take it easy. No stiffer up lift tonight. The work will start tomorrow. I know Iā€™ll get through this, there is joy on the other side. ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹

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