StudChud
@StudChud@aussie.zone
Put a fork in me, I’m done.
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 🏡 Tuesday, 21 January, 2025 17 minutes ago:
5 hours of restless, nightmarish sleep.
💀
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 🏡 Tuesday, 21 January, 2025 1 hour ago:
You can do it! Get dat bag! 💰💰💰
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 🏡 Tuesday, 21 January, 2025 7 hours ago:
My brain is screaming at me
Oh my god shut up
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 🏡 Tuesday, 21 January, 2025 7 hours ago:
I get the birthday-sads too, I know a few people who do as well. I think it’s normal to assess our station in life when our birthdays roll around again, especially after 30. I, too, wish I had achieved more by now or worked harder, made different decisions, but we cannot go back in time. Mourning could-have-beens is okay, but don’t let it consume you, you have agency and autonomy now and can only change your future.
Try and look forward to the celebrations you have on today, and enjoy yourself. Life is ultimately full of ups and downs, stops and starts, and it’s okay to feel that you may not be at the same place as your peers, but it isn’t something to beat yourself up about. We each go through life at different speeds, and that’s okay! You’re an awesome, kind, and funny person, I’m sure you bring happiness and joy to the people who know you. I am truly wishing you a happy birthday! 💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 18 hours ago:
I’m out of NRTs
So I’m going cold turkey
Pray for me 😭 - Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 18 hours ago:
Such a lazy bitch, she leaves that up to her maids ofc
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 19 hours ago:
I thought really hard on this and I don’t think she does tbh 😂
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 19 hours ago:
EW EEEEEEW
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 20 hours ago:
Heheheh trollop 😂😂😂
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 20 hours ago:
Omg that’s an amazing photo! I actually like the asymmetry of the photo, with the comet to the left like that.
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 20 hours ago:
Id love to see it tbh, but Ariana creeps me out 😂 and so does SpongeBoq.
Maybe I’ll watch it once part 2 comes out lol - I think in too invested in the arianagrandessnark subreddit presently 😂
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: ☄️ Monday, 20 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Thank you seagoon 💜🙌🏼
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Hell yeah! You deserve a proper rest for sure! May tomorrow go by quickly and your salmon be succulent and delicious!!! 🤤🤤
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
I can’t wait until TAFE starts again. I’m going stir crazy just hanging out in my head.
I need to get a job, but I hate myself so damn much I can’t even pretend to have any confidence.
Still haven’t reached out to my family, other than to just discuss the Timescape Vs λ-CDM theory regarding whether the universe is actually accelerating or not. It’s about the only topic I contribute to the group chat tbh, just science news.
But, I have a GP appointment this week, for a new MHCP so I can get on the wait list for a bulk-billed psych. It’s gonna take months for an appointment but I seriously need it. I’m slipping, I can feel it, if I can hold on for a few more months, I can make it.
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
🥹💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Such a bop, Billy Joel is a fkn legend.
My fav of his is She’s Always a Woman
Actually, all of his songs are just perfect 😭
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Get swole son 💪🏼💪🏼
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Oh god, I need a Drag Queen Mother in my life 😂
I can’t imagine, I’m dying just in my undies and tank top. They truly are dedicated, inspo goals right there 😍😍😍
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Can you imagine how much makeup spray has been used so it doesn’t run!
They’re icons and I adore them.
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
35/50
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 1 day ago:
Omg I’ve only seen the first season of that! I really liked it!!! Let me know what you think! It’s been years since I watched it
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: 👨💻 Sunday, 19 January, 2025 2 days ago:
poem: a catharsis
Dark silhouette in my bedroom doorway,
In stark contrast with the lamp in the hallway.
She’s creeping quietly closer to my bed,
Seeping scents of old cigarettes,
Mingled with BO and bleach.
She occupies a distinct niche,
In my heart and memories,
A bittersweet reverie. Are we destined to be our parents
Repeating history?
Is our fate determined by our genes
Or are we free?
Are we intentions or actions?
Are we only a simple chemical reaction,
Starting at the beginning of time?
Is this your life or is it mine?
I am fine. A living room lit up by a lamp in the corner,
Dying together we discuss her disorder;
He says I shouldn’t hold it against her,
She’s troubled standing on the border.
But I didn’t know then what I know now,
He wasn’t there when she pushed me down,
And screamed I’m just like him,
With a slap to make it stick. Are we destined to be our parents
Repeating history?
Is our fate determined by our genes
Or are we free?
Are we intentions or actions?
Are we only a simple chemical reaction
Starting at the beginning of time?
Is this your life or is it mine?
I am fine. Over a decade and I’m doing better,
Still waiting for life to stop, start, stutter,
The end is far away in the distant future,
So I study and often wonder, ponder
On a wish that never came true.
But the sun bright and the sky is blue,
My Love is kind and the cat is soft,
My home is hot mess but I am not. We aren’t destined to be our parents
Repeating history.
Fate just is a construct to make sense
Of our humanity.
We are actions and intentions,
An grand ongoing chemical reaction
That started at the beginning of time.
This life is our time to shine.
I am fine. - Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: Saturday, 18 January, 2025 2 days ago:
I’m so sorry, it does hurt. A lot. In ways that are hard to describe with words.
You are good enough, you are so much more than enough! You are an amazing parent breaking the cycle! Your kid loves you, unconditionally and always. You are an amazing, kind, intelligent, beautiful human being!
The problem lies with your father, and while it is heavy to carry those feelings of unworthiness, it is he who threw it away. You haven’t done anything to deserve treatment like that, you are strong and awesome, and awe-inspiring 💜💜💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: Saturday, 18 January, 2025 2 days ago:
I feel this. I live on the fourth floor, but my apartment faces north. The windows in the shared hallway face south, but there is a new apartment building and the entire city in the way.
I hope someone here (bottom racer I’m looking at you) can get a sweet pic! Id love to see it!
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: Saturday, 18 January, 2025 2 days ago:
God they look like misshapen saladas.
A travesty!
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: Saturday, 18 January, 2025 2 days ago:
Thank you seagoon, I really appreciate this 😭💜
- Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: Saturday, 18 January, 2025 2 days ago:
I'm tired boss
It’s up to me to fix my problems and I’m fucking tired of it. If I want a close relationship with dad, apparently I have to initiate that. He certainly isn’t going to. But why should I? Who’s the fucking parent here? I’ve already had to fucking parent my own damn mother, now I have to be the one to reach out to my dad!? Fucking fuck fuck! It fucking hurts when my partners parents call him, or his siblings, just to check in, because of course I’m fucking jealous. Dad can just be dad to my fucking cousins as always, as it’s always fucking been. I give up. I give up on this. They’re all so damn successful and supportive of each other, what the actual fuck have I done wrong!? I dream of just packing a backpack and fucking off by myself, throwing my phone away, deleting everything about me and starting elsewhere. But I can’t… Of course I can’t. I have my partner to support and Mickey to love and feed.
And resentful.