so many hugs
if possible throw as many household jobs Mr Pâs way, even if itâs just organising the kids
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PeelerSheila@aussie.zone â¨6⊠â¨months⊠ago
Warning: anxiety frustration rant.
Well, eldest was supposed to go to school today but had so much anxiety overnight he hardly slept. I got up a few times overnight and he was awake almost every time, laying there worrying, trying to cope. He told me he feels like his world is all crumbling apart. Weâve moved him back to weekly sessions to try to help him cope. I feel so frustrated for him. Miniest was woken frequently during the night by all this and is exhausted this morning so staying at home too. Iâm on the bus going to work and I feel kind of flat inside. When I was a kid my homelife was so shit that being bullied at school was an escape lol. I learnt to dissociate from a really young age. Nothing seems to be consistently working at the moment, and I feel like that mum in The Babadook.
so many hugs
if possible throw as many household jobs Mr Pâs way, even if itâs just organising the kids
Thanks Seagoon đ
Mini will be okay, school is school and it isnât the be all end all for his life. It sucks so bad that youâre holding them all together, and barely have time for yourself. You are amazing, kind, strong, and overall beautiful. You are doing great! Youâre being an awesome mum! Iâm sorry itâs all crazy at the moment, but your kids love you, and so do we!
Completely agree. You give a shit about your kids and your family, and from your posts here it sounds like youâre doing a bloody amazing job at keeping the show on the road in some trying circumstances.
I donât have advice on how to make things better or easier, Iâm still working out this parenting gig for myself and my son is only four-and-a-half going-on-thirty, but I know that youâve got this, you rock.
Thanks mystic, I really appreciate the kind words. I read everyoneâs responses quickly whilst shoveling my lunch down and it made me feel so positive and optimistic. Parenting is so hard, as you know, but when you manage to navigate through some choppy seas you feel like a king!
Aww thanks Spud! I think the mornings especially get to me sometimes, and feeling overwhelmed turns into feeling flat and defeated đ not a great way to bounce into the day!
Itâs so hard when you just want to make it better for your kids and you canât. Itâs hard too when you donât feel like you have consistent support from the people around you. But youâre more than doing your bit, and someone does have to bring home the bacon and keep a roof over heads but I get it, its the hardest job on earth and I see you.
Thanks Eagle, itâs nice to feel seen đ
It sounds like Mr P is volunteering for impromptu homeschooling duties
Thatâs a great idea, thanks Melba. I have seen those NAPLAN books around in the past but havenât connected their presence to our current situation in a useful way đĄđđźââď¸
No worries, I hope it helps him keep his hand in without overwhelming him. They look expensive at Officeworks but a bit cheaper on Thrift Books. Perhaps you can find some old ones on Ebay, or free legal PDFs? Perhaps by getting past papers from tutoring sites or some such. I googled ânaplan books pdf free legalâ and saw stuff like that but Iâm not sure which are legit. Thereâs also âfree study material for homeschooling australiaâ to try.
If all else fails there used to be Educationalâ˘ď¸ computer games. When I was little they used to be things like Math Blaster or Lost Secret Of The Rainforest but surely thereâs something more modern.
Also seriously work together with the school and see if you can get some leeway on this (if you havenât already) because unless heâs attending or being homeschooled there could be strife. Even if Mr P is feeling really unwell he could rest on the couch while Eldest works his way through something, and Eldest can get a reward for each completed page. (The reward heavily depends on his age.)
But even if Mr P can do that much definitely access social workers and/or respite care in any way you can, whether it be through the council, Human Services, or Peter Mac. Youâre going through some heavy stuff and nobody is meant to do this much alone.
Thanks Melba! I love how you do your research on a response. Iâm lucky in that the school arenât concerned about the academic side of things at all. Their focus is just to get him to the school at this stage. The student welfare person and his therapist came up with a plan where heâs just coming to school, having a chat with the wellbeing team member and then going home. Theyâre aiming for 3 days a week where he does this, at the moment. The goal is to successfully have him do this at least once before the school holidays, so theyâre really prepared to take âbaby stepsâ with it.
TinyBreak@aussie.zone â¨6⊠â¨months⊠ago
Good call on not forcing him to go. Just keep working with his mental health team, figuring this stuff out takes time as an adult I imagine its nearly impossible as kid.
PeelerSheila@aussie.zone â¨6⊠â¨months⊠ago
Thanks Tiny.