REUPLOAD CUZ FRIGGEN MODS BRO i cut myself in the school bathroom again and its really uncomfortable cuz im wearin tights and a skirt, im pretty sure you can tell but i dont really care my class is girls only im sad cuz i should be able to make friends but i cant i cant bring myself to care but also i do and i evny them

i tried convinving my mom to get me a male tutor, maybe if i dress revealing enough hel groom me and il finally feel something

or maybe if i actually get groomed il end up being a deadbeat lolcow complaining about problems that are entirely fault on the internet. im 16 so in two years my depression wont be cute or quirky anymore itl just be embarassing and pathetic i wonder what happened to the other depressed teens that hate themselves afterthey turned 20, they prolly killed themselves or are cashiers now

ive posted thoughts similar to this on other website thingies before and the only people that interacted with me were old discusting men ew ew ew can a 20-30 year old come my way already thats like not obese and jobless