If itâs any consolation I didnât have kids and that still happened.
Some of my nicer or flashier clothes got ruined in storage but whatâs left of them just isnât appropriate for where I am.
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PeelerSheila@aussie.zone â¨1⊠â¨week⊠agoâIâm not into dressing up much, but I miss the person who used to wear these.â Wow, that hit hard. Iâve got longline leather jacket, silk shirts etc that I used to wear but havenât in years and I canât let them go yet, I feel like Iâd be throwing out part of myself. I got rid of all my high heeled boots years back, when motherhood arrived, and I still get upset about it sometimes. Did I really have to? But I was the one mostly left literally holding the baby, high heeled boots arenât sensible at all, and there was so much finger wagging from my in-laws about celebrities in ridiculous heels holding newborns⌠Now Iâm a fat mumma and a factory worker, not a glamorous or hip person at all. Sometimes I miss who I used to be. I had to give up so much as a mother, and I adore my kids but to be truthful itâs sometimes a sore point. I swore I wouldnât be that person and here I am, wearing Millers Woman from the op shop, polishing off cupcakes from Coles because I am sad. Wow, thatâs pathetic, I didnât realise how bad itâd gotten!
If itâs any consolation I didnât have kids and that still happened.
Some of my nicer or flashier clothes got ruined in storage but whatâs left of them just isnât appropriate for where I am.
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From what youâve posted here, it sounds like youâre doing amazing with what you have on your plate.
Youâre an incredibly strong person, and I have a hell of a lot of respect for you.
Donât throw those clothes away. Theyâre waiting for you when the time is right.
And there will be a time.
Donât lose hope â¤ď¸
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Oh no Peeler. I felt so sad reading your comment. I donât know what to say because I havenât had such a big transition forced (?) on me in life, but I personally think the part of you that is fun and exciting and curious about the world is still there in the way you write â how you observe the world. Please donât be so hard on yourself, you are a truly amazing woman no matter how you look on the outside đ
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CEOofmyhouse56@aussie.zone â¨1⊠â¨week⊠ago
Youâll find yourself again once the kids are more independent. Then youâll be the more mature & improved, more confident Peeler Sheila.
Eagle@aussie.zone â¨1⊠â¨week⊠ago
This!
PeelerSheila@aussie.zone â¨1⊠â¨week⊠ago
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