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Baku@aussie.zone āØ5ā© āØmonthsā© ago

Ooh. Apparently thereā€™s a meeting happening right now to decide what theyā€™re going to do with the new kid and how theyā€™ll manage the outcomes of it for me.

The results will be either: A. I should suck it up and go home B. He should suck it up and stop breaking the rules C. The department should suck it up and move him elsewhere

I didnā€™t really share very much about exactly how it was affecting me here, because itā€™s the sort of thing that I feel like will make me sound entitled and like a snowflake. But his move in and the resulting chaos really did affect me. I think it actually affected me more than when I was at the last place and things were really abusive, because back then I didnā€™t miss stability, because I never had any to begin with. But now Iā€™ve had a chance to be in a stable and supportive place where I donā€™t need to always have an ear out of my headphones in case shit hits the fan, or barricade my door for safety, or have to sleep light so I donā€™t get woken up by cops shining a light in my face after opening the wrong room. It was really hard to adjust to that again, and I completely lost all will and motivation to do anything, even eat and drink.

Iā€™m fairly happy in this hotel, and things are going well again, but I do wonder if it was a good idea to agree to come here. After all, I will probably just walk back into the same shit show I did after returning from my holiday last time. And Iā€™m not sure I can handle the constant yoyo-ing

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