Bummer, vomit warning, skip if vents bring you down
Iâve been trying to eat more and exercise but itâs so hard. I just took a second walk because Iâm so antsy and understimulated but came home and was immediately sick. Despite my best efforts my stomach just medically doesnât function properly and it gets worse when Iâm stressed out.
Sometimes I wonder what the point of my life is if itâs going to be so hard. I donât want much. I donât want to be rich or have fancy things. I donât care about sex or relationships. I donât care about being famous or in any way exceptional.
I just want to be okay. I just want my cat and I to live somewhat happily and not have every single day be a shitfight.
Seagoon_@aussie.zone â¨2⊠â¨weeks⊠ago
go to nice places
find some nice people
everyday write down at least one good thing that happened or that you did
( me, I think I have a friend currawong, it seems to follow me around the garden and on the balcony. I saw a mirage on the bay, a big boat that seemed to float above the water )
melbaboutown@aussie.zone â¨2⊠â¨weeks⊠ago
I canât really go anywhere. I donât think I want to anymore.
I just take comfort in my cat, my plants and the maggies.