imoldgreeeg
@imoldgreeeg@aussie.zone
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐨 Friday 9 May 2025 5 hours ago:
💜
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐨 Friday 9 May 2025 6 hours ago:
Thank you. It’s a thing that is a bit broken in my mind. I know objectively that I am loved but I just have to physically remind myself. Like ‘why does this person sound excited to catch up?’… Oh yeah because they are my friend. I have no trouble feeling friendship towards others…? Just a broken connection somewhere.
I really appreciate that I can share this stuff here. It helps. A lot
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐨 Friday 9 May 2025 6 hours ago:
Was tired but had meal with a friend who invited another person because she figured we would get on. We did. New friend? It’s nice. I am not good with understanding that people might like me. Even when we have demonstrably been mates for decades. But I try. It’s nice to be rewarded with a good night out and no anxiety.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐨 Friday 9 May 2025 12 hours ago:
Omg 🤤🤤🤤
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🦧 Thursday 8 May 2025 1 day ago:
That’s great to hear. I am glad. I hope the new joint is working out better too.
I’ve had a couple of long days and have done four days in the office but that’s actually helped my put it down after work. And finally starting to feel that work life split again. Stopped and stared at the water for a bit on the way home. Baby steps.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🦧 Thursday 8 May 2025 1 day ago:
Marning all
- Comment on Discussion Thread 📖 Wednesday 7 May 2025 2 days ago:
It was that kind of day. Saw three close calls just waiting to turn left out of work. Hope they are ok
- Comment on Discussion Thread 📖 Wednesday 7 May 2025 2 days ago:
Oh well in THAT instance, RAGE but mostly…gentle
- Comment on Discussion Thread 📖 Wednesday 7 May 2025 2 days ago:
Oh no. Hugs. Go gently
- Comment on Discussion Thread 📖 Wednesday 7 May 2025 2 days ago:
…Marge…?!
- Comment on Discussion Thread 📖 Wednesday 7 May 2025 2 days ago:
Thanks for reminding me my breakfast porrige is still soaking and I haven’t cooked it yet…
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐥 Monday 5 May 2025 4 days ago:
Thanks mate. I’m out of whack. Good food and sleep will help I am sure
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐥 Monday 5 May 2025 4 days ago:
I washed my hair. Made it through work. Left work on time 🎉 big batch of black beans in the instant pot to get me through lunches for the rest of the week. Fighting a stinking headache but life is feeling…beige today. Not black. I will take that.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🐥 Monday 5 May 2025 4 days ago:
Yay! What a great year. Big happy hugs 🤗
- Comment on Discussion Thread 😃 Sunday 4 May 2025 5 days ago:
Thanks for the kindness and good ideas. I have made a list of things I can do when it gets hard. Have managed to eat. Now shower and bed. Night
- Comment on Discussion Thread 😃 Sunday 4 May 2025 5 days ago:
Thanks Melba. They are helpful reminders. I am on meds and have a good doctor. Need to find better iron tablets because the ones I was taking were making me sick. I have written “sloth mode” in my journal as my may motto
- Comment on Discussion Thread 😃 Sunday 4 May 2025 5 days ago:
Nice idea.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 😃 Sunday 4 May 2025 5 days ago:
What are some small low energy things you do to make you feel connected to the world and a bit of joy? I need some little sparks this week to claw back from this burnout.
wall of text for my own benefit while I figure out my feelings. Mental health warning
I have had a really flat day. The constant work and stress lately is really taking its toll. I am losing whole days to just sleeping (when I do stop). I am struggling with basics like putting clothes away and eating regularly and well. When I drink I over drink because I am too tired and I am desperate for connection and joy. But all that fuels a vicious cycle where today I slept on the floor in the sun instead of going outside, or cooking food for the week. I feel like, with my mental health and even external stuff like the election that it’s all just one big stressful climb and all that’s happening is I am not falling further. I feel so far away from a functional adult right now. I am ranting this because I am resisting making dinner because that will just mess up the kitchen again. I feel down and nauseous and need to wash my hair desperately. I will persist. I have lived with depression forever and I know I will get through. The really black thoughts from this morning have eased at least. I just want to feel like I am not white knuckling my way through life.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
It’s good isn’t it. Sleep well. Good dreams
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Oh Antony Green. Bless
- Comment on ABC 2025 Election Watch Party 6 days ago:
Well that’s the challenge right?
- Comment on ABC 2025 Election Watch Party 6 days ago:
Well to be fair I have felt for a while the greens are a bit lost. It’s a very interesting result - some naval gazing needed I think
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Yes. Hopefully now they will have the spine to pass some of the environment and EPBC Act commitments they made last election
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
I reckon he will grow into it.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Yes! I have read that. Was great
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
I recently bought a bed from Quokka Beds. They are a little joint in Perth that premake beds out of wood. I got one out of Tassie oak. Really simple. Easy to put together and I am really happy with it.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Even though I care not for the spud, after Trump and the shenanigans about stolen elections, I am proud that I live somewhere where elections are called and there is some basic civility around the gracious defeat speech then the victory speech. This might be the bottle of bubbly talking…
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Yeah. I have been talking to a bunch of colleagues in the US lately & it’s tough. They are not their government. I am just so glad we didn’t go that way.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
I’ve been really stressed for a lot of reasons (general fear of Australia choosing to be smaller and meaner and personal because I work in a environmentally/renewables aligned job that would be massively at risk) . I feel better. I hope a few of the climate aligned independents get in to hold them to account.
- Comment on Discussion Thread 🗳️ Saturday 3 May 2025 6 days ago:
Someone need to get him a scotch pretty soon