so many hugs

and you’re not alone in this, I understand it perfectly

just last night I dreamt of my father using slur words at me , I basically told him he was a bad father and should have been supportive and spoken well to me

and then on waking I realised, I have never had a nice dream of my father or sister, not one . That kinda made me sad. I’ve never missed them either.

In my own life as a parent I have tried to be as open and loving and supportive as I can be and I am so lucky to have the Young Seagoons, they are really good people.