Comment on Daily Discussion Thread: š¤¹āāļø Thursday, 16 January, 2025
SituationCake@aussie.zone āØ2ā© āØweeksā© agoSo sorry to hear that. Iāve also had the experience of finding out direct relatives Iāve never met had died. I never feel anything except maybe a curiosity about who they may have been, would we have got along. But nothing more personal. They were a stranger. I donāt think sharing DNA means anything, really. Itās knowing people and interacting that has meaning. But also, I never had any expectation that we would ever meet, so that probably affects my take on things. Knowing you closely missed out on a meeting would be more difficult. There would a sense of loss if it were me. Hope you can work through it and feel OK.
Baku@aussie.zone āØ2ā© āØweeksā© ago
Thanks cake, I appreciate it ā„ļø
Another layer of complexity is that I honestly donāt know if I wouldāve accepted, had I gotten the message earlier. Obviously if I knew Iād soon lose the opportunity, I would, but otherwise, it wouldāve taken a lot of rationalising and deciding, and maybe months before I would have made a decision. And I probably wouldāve chosen not to meet or contact him
Thereās some other familial stuff going on to where even now I donāt know if his intentions were good, what sort of person he was or life he led, and if it was a genuine request, or intended to cause drama. That adds a bit of guilt for thinking that way