WhyIHateTheInternet
@WhyIHateTheInternet@lemmy.world
- Comment on Stray Kids 2 weeks ago:
pinch
- Comment on [deleted] 2 weeks ago:
We should all be so lucky
- Comment on Neighbor very proud of her life choices 2 weeks ago:
But that’s the thing about DP, you can go both ways at the same time.
- Comment on You just can't 2 weeks ago:
The Van Gogh method. Very nice.
- Comment on Electricity explained 2 weeks ago:
So should I just tie a rope to my wife? For when she really gets going?
- Comment on they are literally hanging our tax dollars right over our heads 3 weeks ago:
These signs are what’s activating the 5g COVID chips in all the liberal zombies injecting themselves with ground up fetus juice disguised as “vaccines”
- Comment on they are literally hanging our tax dollars right over our heads 3 weeks ago:
Apple has a far superior phone containment device. It’s a sock. But it’s really expensive so you know it’s good.
- Comment on Cup or nah? 3 weeks ago:
The French kind. You know the ones.
- Comment on I can't drive 55 3 weeks ago:
One million miles an hour fast sleep by the Rx Bandits comes to mind
- Comment on socializing 3 weeks ago:
That’s really the joke you don’t think it is, right?
- Comment on Gee willikers, hey Craig! 3 weeks ago:
: \
- Comment on Gee willikers, hey Craig! 3 weeks ago:
8==m==D~~~ ( • )( • )
- Comment on socializing 3 weeks ago:
Some of you don’t do hard drugs and it shows
- Comment on socializing 3 weeks ago:
…stfu nerd
- Comment on Size comparison between eagle talons and a human hand. 3 weeks ago:
Oh yes they do…
- Comment on Hotdog History 3 weeks ago:
Yeah, I think that’s what his name was. My memory is ass these days but it sounds right.
- Comment on Hotdog History 3 weeks ago:
Don’t forget about the buns, named for the inventor of the buns of steel tapes back in the day.
- Comment on FUCK 3 weeks ago:
Yes, but I wasn’t going to say that out loud.
- Comment on FUCK 3 weeks ago:
Your dick must be filthy if it needs cleaned before ingesting.
- Comment on SNSD the GOAT🫶 3 weeks ago:
Doesn’t mean they don’t have weed though. Sounds like they have more than ever.
- Comment on SNSD the GOAT🫶 3 weeks ago:
It’s the dudes with the bud light cans.
- Comment on average red state university 3 weeks ago:
You’re right. They can’t have a response when you say big fancy words to them that mean actual things. They’ll be stumped.
- Comment on The person who mounted a spice rack into the fucking studs so a fridge won't fit there 3 weeks ago:
I wouldn’t be tackling drywall work if I were him. Figuring out how to turn screws has completely halted this fridge operation.
- Comment on Getting told by Lemmy to stop taking drugs 4 weeks ago:
That’s awesome. They are very powerful and very wise. The insight they can afford people come with such clarity you can literally feel like a giant idiot when facing your struggles or addictions. It’s a shame we can’t always see through the fog of our problems in such a way but I am eternally grateful that this planet came with its own troubleshooting tools.
- Comment on Getting told by Lemmy to stop taking drugs 4 weeks ago:
For me it was more like actual death. I quite literally thought I was dying and begged my wife to call 911. Fortunately she is experienced and did her best to keep me contained.
Started with time becoming very mixed up or out of order. She was answering questions I hadn’t asked yet and I was perceiving reality as a single experience rather than a normal flow of action/reaction like everything was happening all at once.
Like you said, there are not words for this, language is far too simple to convey the idea but it humbled me to the point of non-existence.
I knew for a fact that life was not a series of events, it was all the same event happening in a singular moment totally separated from any idea of time as we normally perceive it. At that point it no longer mattered if I was dying/dead/alive… I was all of those things. Always have been.
Eventually I could no longer speak or even walk. Speaking, walking, thinking, all of that implied a forward flow of time which no longer was the case for me. My wife said I just laid on the ground eyes wide and filled with tears. She said she tried to talk to me and keep me calm but I never responded at all. She even put her Fitbit on me just to be sure my vitals were good, which of course they were.
What started as terrifying simply became so intense I couldn’t even fear anything any longer. I just…was but also wasn’t.
That lasted for about 30 minutes per my wife’s judgement. It was infinite for me at the time. Even after the peak it took several hours before I could speak correctly or form content thoughts.
Next day I knew for certain I was done with all drugs. I didn’t need them anymore. Never did really.
I wish I could tell you what is was like but all I can really do is explain certain simple ideas such as what I said above. We are the universe experiencing itself subjectively and the idea that I or anyone is actually important is exceedingly ridiculous.
- Comment on Getting told by Lemmy to stop taking drugs 4 weeks ago:
I literally had mushrooms make me stop taking drugs. Absolutely destroyed my ego that night and I never touched anything again. Well I tried to smoke weed a couple of times after that but it just gave me severe panic attacks. Even the thought of taking mushrooms again gives me chills. I had taken them hundreds of times and I guess they just finally said, “you’re finished. You’ve completed drugs.” I am still an advocate for psychedelics though, they have so much to offer.
- Comment on Getting told by Lemmy to stop taking drugs 4 weeks ago:
It’s still legal in some places I believe. It’s fucking wild too so have someone on standby to keep you grounded. Literally.
- Comment on How was your weekend? 4 weeks ago:
True story. Years ago in Texas my friends and I went hunting for mushrooms in a farmers field, successfully I might add. However we did get caught, he did have a gun, and he did fire at us, unsuccessfully I might add. The shrooms weren’t very good but it made for a cool story.
- Comment on How was your weekend? 4 weeks ago:
- Comment on [deleted] 4 weeks ago:
I hate to tell you this but basically normal human eyes don’t really do that…
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