I feel like my creativity is really suffering. I’ve tried to do more technical art exercises instead, I have really good references ready to go that will help me practice specific things, I have cheap materials I don’t mind burning through and I’m kind of starting to understand the concepts.
I’m just too sad and stressed out to do the work. Which can be repetitive, rigorous and carry the fear of failure.
It’s this stressful depressing environment. I’m constantly fielding other people’s craziness and bullshit to protect myself and have no energy left over for what I actually want to do.
And now a lot of stuff that used to be more stable is changing in unpredictable ways so it kind of worsens it
useless_modern_god@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
anything good happen today?
Tell me one thing. I double dog dare you.
melbaboutown@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
I dunno man, I did repot my neglected rosemary plant yesterday and ate some squares of dark chocolate today. I’m working to try and improve my life no matter how bad it gets
StudChud@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
You should be proud of yourself for just that, Melbs, seriously! I’m proud of you!
Seagoon_@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
agreed 🙂
useless_modern_god@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
Rosemary and chocolate. Not so bad hey.
Seagoon_@aussie.zone 3 weeks ago
🙂