I feel like my creativity is really suffering. Iâve tried to do more technical art exercises instead, I have really good references ready to go that will help me practice specific things, I have cheap materials I donât mind burning through and Iâm kind of starting to understand the concepts.
Iâm just too sad and stressed out to do the work. Which can be repetitive, rigorous and carry the fear of failure.
Itâs this stressful depressing environment. Iâm constantly fielding other peopleâs craziness and bullshit to protect myself and have no energy left over for what I actually want to do.
And now a lot of stuff that used to be more stable is changing in unpredictable ways so it kind of worsens it
useless_modern_god@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
anything good happen today?
Tell me one thing. I double dog dare you.
melbaboutown@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
I dunno man, I did repot my neglected rosemary plant yesterday and ate some squares of dark chocolate today. Iâm working to try and improve my life no matter how bad it gets
StudChud@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
You should be proud of yourself for just that, Melbs, seriously! Iâm proud of you!
Seagoon_@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
agreed đ
useless_modern_god@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
Rosemary and chocolate. Not so bad hey.
Seagoon_@aussie.zone â¨4⊠â¨months⊠ago
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