Basically this girl at work would come talk to me for no reason sometimes and I never really thought anything of it. One time she showed me pictures on her phone of I guess how good her booty looked from going to the gym. I thought this was weird but she did indeed have a nice ass, I just didn’t want people to think I’m a weirdo so to me it was cringe as fuck. I think she straight up asked me out at least once but I remember always turning her down. One time she asked me if I wanted to go to an escape room with her and I turned her down because this would’ve involved driving across town in 5pm traffic, fuck that.

Adhd drugs are a hell of a drug. Looking back, she was kind of my type. I can’t help but wonder how my life would be different today if I hadn’t have spent my entire life so far fucking up every potential relationship.