Also should be using an alt, but too lazy.

Not illegal stuff, just very fringe stuff. There’s like 5 videos that float around and all link back to paid sources. Once you’ve finished to those same 5 videos for the 30th time, you’re fucking bored with them, and you have to seek out homemade stuff by being involved in online communities for it, or by paying for it. Most of the time the homemade shit you also have to pay for.