I did. It's on amazon. At first I only did it because it's the most economical way to have a book printed, but I'm glad I did because feedback has been very positive.

You might be right -- the difference between a life where you build something and follow the rules and do the best things and one where you don't build anything, and you go out of your way to break the rules, and not do very good things are going to be very different.

You don't notice it at first, it's sort of like the carrying capacity of an island in environmentalism. If an island has enough to support 100 deer and a 101st deer is born, the ecosystem doesn't just immediately collapse, but because the balance has changed, over time the resources of the island will end up getting consumed and eventually the deer on the island will go extinct.

In the same way, if you are out partying and doing drugs and having lots of promiscuous sex and maybe even having kids out of wedlock it probably won't even be that bad at first. It might be way better than if you follow the rules. But the thing is you're not in your twenties forever. Soon you're in your thirties, your forties, and your god-given gifts start to either plateau or fall away depending on what they were. You're in your fifties, and at that age you are relying a lot on the continuity that came before you in terms of what you have accessible to you. You hit your 60s, and you just find that you're tired of working, and the question is to whether you can retire or not depends very much on what you've built before that. You're in your seventies, and maybe you don't have a choice at that point because your body and your mind just aren't capable of heading out and working like they were, and what you built in the decades before that really matter. You're in your 80s you're in your 90s, at that point nobody cares about who you had sex with at a really great party when you were 22. But if you have kids, and you've raised them right, and you've built strong relationships with them; if you have relationships with other people, and those relationships are strong enough that they care about you; if you put away resources and made a plan for retirement so that you have some money to have a comfortable life after you are no longer physically capable of working; if you've built a legacy in your family and in your works so that even when you know that your time is coming you know that you will live on in what you've built, in a lot of ways that is heaven on Earth, and the opposite must absolutely be hell on Earth.