I feel you but you only have one fragile body.

I spent months of horror and multiple hospitalisations because I brake too hard on my bike at low speed, didn’t fall but landed too hard on the saddle. My username comes from that horrendous experience.

Of course it was because a car ran a red light, that was hidden by a truck parked like an asshole.

There’s a shitload of studies showing that cars break far more rules than bikes everywhere it has been measured. You don’t have to put your body in the line to make a point.

Please just be safe for your own sake. You certainly deserve it.