Couldn’t speak for those who already passed, but I’ve always planned to go deep into the woods somewhere so people won’t have to find me or clean anything up.

I don’t know about self absorbed, I guess you could say to the extent that they aren’t considering what others will have to deal with, but they hate themselves so much, hate their life so much, and have no hope for the future that they just want it to be over.

I’m by no means special, so I’d like to think they’d be similar to me, but I’m at least waiting for my older family to pass before I take my hike so I limit my impact as much as possible.