Since I did a lot of self analysis about my mum I no longer want comfort food or lollies , no anxiety, no thoughts of food

sometimes i forget to have lunch etc

I’m just thinking the normal things but with far less anxiety and that means far less food noise

i’m not cooking as much, don’t even think about cooking, for example, today neighbour was giving lots of limes, I thought of marmalade but I’m not interested, I just cook to eat/survive now

interestingly, cooking ( and eating ) was one of the few things that I never got in trouble for, was never discouraged to do, it was safe