Thank you for reminding me this morning. Took ladt 1mg pill of risperdal or whatever one it is. Lowers sexual pleasure, which limits the energy inputted into the system to destabilize my erratic schizoaffective bipolar orbit. The other one’s the medicine, whichever one that is. I forget. But I have a bunch of 2mg pills which I will cut in half because I have to make them last because it takes WEEKS TO OVER A MONTH to see a provider when you’re poor in Arizona, and my situation is as fucky as could be, so OF COURSE they don’t believe me AS THE CIA/FBI PLANNED, because the ibroglio that I am is going to turbofuck the justice system. Also, y’know, I have a joker card amongst all these aces up my sleeve. I AM the second cumming of Christ. No one expects that one, like the Spanish Inquisition!