with the exception of two brief situationships I was in cus women suck.

This is part of the problem. You’re blaming an entire gender because you ended up in situationships.

Even if those two women are 100% at fault, you’re not just blaming women, but saying that all women “suck”.

women don’t wanna be talked to for more than small talk

This is part of the problem. Why are you talking “to” women and not “with” them? What do these two different phrases (“talking to” and “talking with”) look like? There’s a huge difference.

Plus getting out is anxiety provoking

This is part of the problem. It’s natural for some people to have anxiety. If you have the means, see if this can be treated by a specialist.