Since around 2005 or so because romantic relationships overwhelm me and I convinced myself I should put them on hold until I had my shit together. I never did get my shit together and now I’m at an age where it’s weird that I’ve never been in a serious relationship. It’s never too late but I feel more overwhelmed now than ever before. It’s just that I have to get out there or this will never change.

I think about this a lot these days and it’s very depressing.