Realising that a game I used to play for years and really rely on as a constant through tough times is becoming more of a negative stagnant place for me :/ It’s becoming repetitive and depressing as I realise a lot of it is padding, meaningless busywork to substitute for the lack of new content.

It’s a shame because that’s where I was going to spend more time once all my other online spaces are taken away.

Obviously the answer to this is to touch grass. But honestly my irl area is even more toxic. So no. I’m not spending what little physical energy I have now to end up unsafe and stressed.

Then I guess I better get un-artblocked real quick huh? Because the only thing I ever reliably have is myself.