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sp3ctr4l@lemmy.dbzer0.com āØ1ā© āØweekā© agoAh, well then, we are actually fairly close in terms of physical location, Iām currently in South Dakota, hahaha!
Not from there originally, long story.
I could never handle that schedule though, sheesh!
ColeSloth@discuss.tchncs.de āØ1ā© āØweekā© ago
Oh, the schedule is great. We get beds and sleep when not running calls. Have a kitchen to cook in and a living room type area with recliners. We train and stay busy till 5pm. After that we mainly just chill out and do what we want when we arenāt running a call. Usually get woke up once a night on average. Usually a medical call or a lift assist for an old person whoās fallen and canāt get up at night. But every time I get off work Iām on āa four day weekendā. Itās awesome.
sp3ctr4l@lemmy.dbzer0.com āØ1ā© āØweekā© ago
That does sound fun, honestly.
Iād been able to do things like that a decade ago, long term camping trips, multi day paintball excursionsā¦
Unfortunately, later on, I ended up getting assaulted and crippled, so now my life is mostly full time PT, interspersed with shitposting on lemmy, lol.
ColeSloth@discuss.tchncs.de āØ1ā© āØweekā© ago
Wow. Iām sorry that happened to you. Hell of a life setback, but congratulations on all the improvements youāve gotten back so far. Keep that shit going. Id hate not being able to go camping and fishing, so you gotta get that back.
sp3ctr4l@lemmy.dbzer0.com āØ1ā© āØweekā© ago
I appreciate the encouragement, genuienly.
Its⦠been wild.
Kind of just ended up actually living through the uh Fight Club line: āIt is only after you have lost everything, that you are free to do anything.ā
Was quite a bit of a perspective shift⦠and Iād previously been working with serving the homeless at a shelter (ironic), but nope, even that was nowhere near sufficient to fully understand what its like.
But yeah, it did net result in me finally defeating my impostor syndrome⦠I actually have genuine self confidence now.
I have literally survived things that ⦠I literally saw kill other people, directly in front of me.
Made my way for a good bit of it by basically being the only person around that had basic, functional first aid training, and I more or less traded that for food, cigs, āreputation pointsā.
More or less dumb fucking luck that I remembered some trauma oriented medical training I got at gun range years back, and that I was able to hold onto a good more or less medical bugout bag Iād put together in case of emergencies.
Local firefighters were a lot more helpful and trustworthy than local cops, in terms of actually helping out with dire medical situationsā¦
So I am a bit pleasantly biased towards firefighters in that way too, haha.
Anyway yeah, one of these days, Iāll get to go on a hike again, and thatāll honestly be me being a happy and fully content man.
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