You can’t have it all.

For example, there are countries that honor human rights very good, 100 times better than Usa for example, and everybody is like a king there. But where everybody is a king, there are no servants. Everybody earns average, with healthcare included, but only basic, and nobody gets rich. Appartement, not house. You have to be organized. You have to clean up yourself etc. and nobody looks after you.

For example, there are countries where you can be rich, and feel special, and have a nice house with several poor servants who take care of all your shit. But you can’t be trans there, and only bad guys are rich there, and you can’t be chronically ill or special needs, and maybe you can’t even originate from Usa.

And then there are countries where you really don’t want to go.

I recommend to get some of your issues solved and become stronger and then think again about moving.