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tetris11@lemmy.ml ⁨3⁩ ⁨days⁩ ago

I have unresolved feelings of extreme guilt for abandoning my loving ex, for abandoning my sibling when they needed me most, for abandoning anyone who depended on me for support.

I’m okay day to day with caffeine to help focus my thoughts on the task at hand, but sometimes after too many coffees I like awake at night spiralling into my head, living out fantasies of parallel worlds where I abandoned no one and am loved by all.

Writing stuff down helps, but I’ve decided to bite the bullet and go seek actual help.

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