This is the first time you’ve done this. I’ve done this to hundreds of kids like you. You’ll whine and pretend and lie to yourself, but eventually you’ll accept the massive L you took days ago. When yu’re corrected, you do this exact tantrum you’re pulling, you’re genuinely following the “angry tantrum for sore losers” flowchart to the tee.

Which one of the following English sentences would you use to express admiration and adoration of a person?

“[female celebrity] is my heroine!”

OR

“[female celebrity] is my hero!”

See if you use the first one, as your rhetoric implies you want to, and think everyone should participate in this needless gendering, then you’re implicitly saying you don’t understand that saying “x is my heroin” outloud means you’re addicted to something instead of admiring it (and that you don’t understand that “hero” is the colloquially used form).