TokenEffort
@TokenEffort@sh.itjust.works
Bernadette, she/her, tired of everything, not a lostwave enthusiast, Nintendo fan, dog person, and I will forever be better off never existing and when that time comes I will finally be free from the past that killed me over a decade ago. Now I wait for death as an empty shell of who I used to be!
- Comment on If I microwave my balls, will it dry them faster or just make them taste weird? 15 hours ago:
Yeah. Reheated pizza and most leftovers from restaurants
- Comment on why do most people on deviantart act the same? 4 days ago:
Everyone’s weird on there to the point that bullying is pointless. I think it’s a good thing so these people can get their weirdness out of their systems as kids/teens and not be attention seeking tiktok zombies as adults. I’ve seen fanart of Learn & Discover Home when I was looking for copies of the game for sale (listen I collect bad games and I think that’s the absolute worst) and wondered how anyone would make fanfiction of characters whose personalities are as deep as a dent.
- Comment on Do you feel like you've reached the end of what the world has to offer? 5 days ago:
I don’t think I will. I’m boring in bed.
- Comment on Do you feel like you've reached the end of what the world has to offer? 5 days ago:
Is that any of that meditation nonsense that shit just backfires and makes me ruminate more
- Comment on Do you feel like you've reached the end of what the world has to offer? 6 days ago:
Do what? All my hobbies feel like unpaid work and actual work feels like the last remotely fulfilling thing in my life.
- Comment on Do you feel like you've reached the end of what the world has to offer? 6 days ago:
I make $700 a week at Amazon and $200 a week with DoorDash but I still don’t have my own apartment. On the plus side I have several months of expenses saved so I can take days off anytime (amazon is flexible as hell) but I really need to live alone where I can optimize my life for maximum peace and receive mail in my legal name. I really want (and need) to live in an apartment close enough to my warehouse that I can walk, bike, or ride public transit for less than 30 minutes. Preferably riding a bike or escooter in the early afternoon like whooooooosh
I’m not broke but I’m not ultra I Can’t See The Ground From My Window And My Dog Is My Alarm Clock rich. Not yet anyway, I will not stop trying to make money until I live in a multimillion dollar palace in the sky with like 10 bedrooms that are all mine, my animals’, and my husband’s.
Tl;dr I make $700 weekly and more if the stars align
- Submitted 6 days ago to [deleted] | 61 comments
- Comment on What happened to Pez? 1 week ago:
I think the novelty of each piece of candy coming out of a character’s neck made it taste better 🤣 the only flavor I actually remember is a cola flavored one. I remember trying the regular ones a while back and hating it
- Comment on What happened to Pez? 1 week ago:
I just had my first necco wafers which reminded me of how much I hate pez lol. They were recommended when a coworker caught me snacking on satellite wafers. The clove flavor was an acquired taste but the citrus ones are a hard no.
- Comment on What happened to Pez? 1 week ago:
If only the candy wasn’t bad
- Comment on Anyone ever look at pictures of themselves as a child and feel no connection to them? 2 weeks ago:
As a kid I never recognized myself in pictures. I hated myself and would avoid mirrors. Looking at my face was like looking at gore. Just gross if not shocking. To this day if I find any childhood photos I destroy them to help eradicate any trace of my childhood ever happening.
- Comment on What would happen if somebody kidnapped the president? 3 weeks ago:
We represent all 50 of the countries 😂 /s
- Comment on Cozy Games May Help Improve Players' Mental Health, Researchers Say 3 weeks ago:
Rune Factory 4 looked really good on 3DS. The port on pc and switch looks… pretty bad honestly but it’s still the same great game.
- Comment on Isn't having your own domain name for email very bad for privacy? And how do you pick a good domain name that doesn't sound goofy? 3 weeks ago:
I made a separate Gmail to forward to my main email inbox. While the corporations and stuff get
whatever@wasnteatingchips.com, anyone in person or over the phone getsbernadettelastname@gmail.com - Comment on Does Gmail have more spam now? 3 weeks ago:
I’ve achieved this by disabling all Gmail filters and categories (I removed promotions, social, updates, etc) and using a domain name with infinite forwarding addresses. E.g.
food@likethewind.onlineforwards tobeholdatokeneffort@gmail.comand is immediately labeled as Restaurants. Fake addresses btw - Comment on Why do people indoors at public places always listen to their phone at full volume? 3 weeks ago:
They don’t care about anyone else. They believe that they shouldn’t care because other people do that crap, and/or if someone is annoying they should block it out with headphones. Asking them to keep to themselves is worse than just blocking it out in their eyes. I cut ties with people like that. “My” mother is like that, blasting stupid duolingo games in public areas. Bitch did that for a whole train ride and also in the elevator, and found it Funny™ that I asked her not to do that.
Short answer: they don’t care and are most likely marijuana addicts who beat their significant other when they withdraw and/or are emotionally abusive. Incredibly red flag.
- Comment on Will generative AI images' popularity create a bigger demand for human-made art? 4 weeks ago:
I’m not bitter, just wondering if we’ll start seeing video games with “made with real art! made with real voice acting!” as selling points as well as the “losers” making lots of money and selling art becomes a bigger internet business venture.
- Comment on Would voluntary euthanasia benefit society? 4 weeks ago:
No. You’d create perverse incentives where people would be shunned by society for refusing to kill themselves.
If the majority of society wants you gone, your death would benefit them. Unfortunately not everyone is capable of being loved.
But I agree with the rest.
- Submitted 4 weeks ago to [deleted] | 21 comments
- Comment on if you work night shifts, do you have a life? Are you healthy? 4 weeks ago:
I used to work from 5pm to 6am and absolutely hated it, those weeks completely blended into each other and I didn’t even save as much money as I wanted to.
However working from 1am to 12pm isn’t bad at all
- Submitted 4 weeks ago to [deleted] | 13 comments
- Comment on Should parents be allowed to euthanize their children if they have a diagnosis that just isn't worth dealing with? 5 weeks ago:
If it weren’t illegal, and if he wasn’t dead already 🎉 then I’d do exactly that. Unfortunately his grave is in another state otherwise I’d take advantage of the new portapotty.
- Comment on Should parents be allowed to euthanize their children if they have a diagnosis that just isn't worth dealing with? 5 weeks ago:
Even though I was misdiagnosed, I would have benefited from being “wrongfully” euthanized than to live as the scum beneath my family’s shoes, having to learn basic hygiene and just about everything else on my own (while having to hide it from family since trying to be clean and mature is funny), and being in a “school” that educated me with YouTube videos while teaching me that my comfort doesn’t matter and to let anyone do whatever they want to me regardless of whether I like it or not. Fighting off a creepy stalker who copied everything I did and cornered me in the restroom made me the problem. She’s not a creep, I just don’t like. But letting another kid touch and try to rape me without reporting it (because why would someone care about something you Just Don’t Like) also made me the problem.
To this day I just tell everyone I don’t remember anything before Three Houses came out. I barely do anyway. I have no childhood memories, no family, no childhood friends, no pictures, nothing. Because while everyone else got to navigate their neighborhood and actually grow as children and teenagers, I sat on a short bus for 2 hours, in the same desk for 7 hours, then on the short bus for another 2.5 hours to go lie in bed and be out of sight like a good kid. I should have just died.
- Submitted 5 weeks ago to [deleted] | 39 comments
- Comment on Do dogs and cats have dominant front paws? 5 weeks ago:
They probably do.
- Comment on Do you wish that you could recycle games? 5 weeks ago:
That would be an awesome feature but finance bros will find a way to abuse it in milliseconds.
- Comment on Is it wrong to not have a disabled child solely to avoid forcing the child to suffer their whole life? 5 weeks ago:
I have a higher chance of birthing a developmentally disabled child if I actually do get pregnant. Is it wrong to be 100% against birthing my own child solely because of this.? I was misdiagnosed and was in an aba institution for 10 years, and dehumanized and alienated by family the whole time. When I got to a real high school, I was treated like an infant or a wild bear, nothing in between. I wholeheartedly believe that regardless of whatever I accomplish in my life, I would have been much better off never born, euthanized, or murdered.
I don’t want to force this experience on anyone else if I can prevent it from happening. It’s not just the abuse in the aba institutions but treatment literally everywhere. In high school everyone had brand name clothes, apple technology, brand headphones, etc. No one cared. I had off brand clothes, cheap headphones, a Microsoft Surface and a Galaxy phone, and was treated like a rich scumbag, like I was Brian Thompson’s privileged daughter who had everything because her dad made everyone suffer. Literally not having brand name clothes was status against everyone else. I couldn’t afford them even if I did want to wear clothes advertising the store it came from. I never understood the appeal of that. But everyone saw somebody below them with some nice things, and even worse, preferences.
Being a joke to the people who “love” you, having all your “friends” be people school staff begged to talk to you so you don’t kill someone, and having the same disorder that made you less of a human be the reason why you accomplished something mundane like passing a class with a 60 grade is just not a life worth living. Watching everyone else get to be real humans with real happiness, real hobbies and interests, and real personalities while you need to hide everything about yourself is not a life worth living. There’s just no reason to live on the wrong side of society. I wish my mother had just aborted me when there were signs I wasn’t going to make it. I’m not making the same mistake.
- Comment on Would you do Onlyfans if needed the money? 5 weeks ago:
If you don’t enjoy it as a hobby, you won’t enjoy it as a business.
Do you enjoy taking nudes for fun? Go for it. If not, OF would be the worst “job” you’ve ever had, being just below roaming in train tracks looking for pennies.
Amazon hires anyone hiring.amazon.com
- Submitted 5 weeks ago to [deleted] | 88 comments
- Comment on What advice would you give to your younger self? 1 month ago:
Bitcoin!!! Also change your name on your 18th birthday. No one will know unless you tell them. Amazon hires anyone. Work there, apply to a housing lottery, drop out of high school, be free. Get a GED if you really want to, with your name on it and not ugly ugliness.