DaddysLittleSlut
@DaddysLittleSlut@lemmy.world
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
They have open coursework, lectures and more. I do understand it is not equal to going to Yale but for not being able to afford college. Yales free stuff is something I believe we all could argue is some of the most valuable experience beyond maybe Harvard’s stuff.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
No from Yale which has much more nuance to it. At would mean I went to, from meaning from their course work.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
Do you though? Since ever since the beginning talking to others about this many individuals instantly go to mental health or it’s impossible without actually trying to understand or even stepping back and helping me understand what the full processes will do. You say you already know but you aren’t my psychiatrist are you? And see this
“I don’t need to try and understand. I already know.”
This is exactly what I mean. If you won’t even try and understand an idea that stands as an idea that is radically different from what you are used to or believe. It is instantly mental health. See I have no issue discussing with people who believe it’s fake or not exactly right. Though those individuals are constructive rather than outright unable to think of ideas that are outside of their level of understanding or near it.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
Yeah no. The answer you gave is specifically part of what the post is about. Your own subjective interpretation and experience into life makes it unable to see anything beyond what is comfortable to you as real. As seen. With your last message.
See because here’s the issue. When people say they believe there’s no superficial evidence (easily noticeable without scans) there is. Though no medical expert has done anything more than just questionnaires. If they would simply feel my upper ribs. They’d feel no separation leading to whole new Avenue. Beyond that the issue is. You are so quickly to dismiss it as mental health issues without actually trying to understand what is happening. So you are a prime example of what this post in tails.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
And I have.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
I guess the most important thing I want from a doctor. Is to listen to me. Even if they doubt it. I would like help understanding what may all happen. Maybe help finding out where to get scans to help science. Like I don’t know whether only the upper and middle portions of my ribs are fused or fully. Beyond that like today. I went today to see about hydration and they pushed me quickly out of the door. Though I drank 33 fl ounces of pedialtye in 2-3 days and each day 4-5 water bottles and still wasn’t hydrated enough to feel comfortable.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
No I don’t have a degree in medical but I have studied medical from Yale. I acknowledge that I am nowhere as knowledgeable as a doctor but if a doctor can’t cooperate and work with the patient why are they in that position. I’m not saying the things I bring up would be 100% correct. Though in the past I did this
Diagnosis hypothesis
Possible diagnosis 1#
Symptoms I know I have
Possible Diagnosis 2#
Symptoms I have
Possible Diagnosis as many as it takes
Symptoms I have
Then
My best guessed diagnosis
With symptoms making me consider
I look for them to help me work through these and see which are more likely than find the correct one if any are.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
It’s that they don’t explain to me or even try and see if there’s any merit in it. And yeah as you said. There is a system that encourages them to quickly get rid of patients.
I wouldn’t mind going back to a doctor and see but I don’t want to waste my time. It’s like how many times are they just going to ask a basic questionnaire and then dismiss me without trying to find out anything.
Lastly. While I can see why it seems incredibly far fetched the idea i mentioned. I don’t see how it wouldn’t make sense. I mean I will say there’s a big possibility I could be wrong in a certain manor but it is how I learned to understand it. And it seemingly worked very well. Though no one seems to be able to explain why it would be wrong or even be able to get anywhere that far without just labeling it mental illness or being non constructive.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
Thank you. You responded kindly. As for a group of individuals. I do have them. Though the biggest issue. Is no one has the knowledge to help me understand the induced biological processes that I am going through.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
I mentioned you in another comment. Now can I ask why you assumed manifesting is the correct word. Since if you took time to read my post in the past. You’d understand it’s not manifesting rather and induced biological adaptation similar to evolution. I haven’t even done anything for it in over 8-10 months. And before that hadn’t been for years. Most of these changes are happening without my influence after I already started it.
I’d say it’s more, society has conditioned individuals to instantly assume this is mentally Ill and impossible but when someone actually connects dots that make sense beyond typical magic. It is extremely uncomfortable.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
Well you’ve heard of E=Mc^2. The statement that allows for energy and matter to be interchangeable. Now let’s go to another topic. Have you heard. Magic is the manipulation of energy to alter your reality.
Now what happens when we connect both as one?
This is something I looked into to understand magic.
That’s one of them. The idea of even mentioning this. Makes them instantly assume I’m crazy even though my psychiatrist ruled delusions or psychosis out.
Another person you’ll see in here. Said I’m manifesting wings. Even though if they’ve actually read my post. They would understand that it’s not manifesting but just an induced adaption similar to evolution. Using E=MC^2 in magic. Which included rebuilding my back muscles and new bones in it, rebuilt spine, sternum, arms, kneecaps, fused ribs and extended. And much more.
They say there’s no obvious changes or any medical professional would jump at the chance to discover it. Though I’ve let my medical team know and without an exam on me they rule everything out. When all they had to do was feel for separation between my ribs. Then it opens up a completely new picture.
- Comment on Why is society so hard to work within whether online or physically in person 2 weeks ago:
I’m hesitant to respond to any of these messages but I will to this one. And yes I fully understand what you mean in the first part. And I have looked into myself. Don’t extensive work beyond anything most people do. Though the main issue comes where my ideas are so beyond what most people can accept or think is true. Making me feel incredibly isolated and I believe you could understand. Eventually it’s better to just stop communicating online? I wouldn’t mind getting a therapist if I can even afford it.
I got to this point by the time. I went to see about a medical problem today but realize. They don’t even do physical exams or anything to see if anything I say has merit. They instead look and put a certain label on it without evaluating it. Then when I go to ask individuals online. It seems they can’t consider it. Can’t even interact even if skeptical. And most my post seem to get so much more hate than even skeptical interactions.
My idea of doctors is an equal partner. I can research things suggest things and they help cross those things out.
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- Comment on What keeps Americans from being mad about the state of their country? 1 month ago:
Yeah no worries for me. While it may sometimes feel hopeless but I have to try. Only issue is I’ve applied at over 7k jobs and barely heard back from 40-50.
- Comment on What keeps Americans from being mad about the state of their country? 1 month ago:
No honestly most are mad in some sorta of way but we have a militia of trigger happy enforces and the biggest military in the world. Not much we can do without outside support. If we peacefully protest. They arrest you, shoot and kill you. Call you a terrorist, possibly even ban you from getting jobs.
- Comment on Is there any way I can realistically send a message to Donald Trump and have him read it? 2 months ago:
See I don’t know with your situation but for me I use global pressure to force him to read it. Like make a post on X that calls him out tagging NATO and UN and more.
- Comment on Is anyone planning on doing anything about trump creating a concentration camp at guantanamo bay? 2 months ago:
Understood. Though if that comment “Fascism is on your hands” was to me. As stated here I’ve already prevented a take over of our government once. Alongside in communication with NATO and The UN and China. To help prevent fascism and expansionism. Though it is only if they decide to listen. So in the end it is on their hands if they do not listen. I am doing my best to prevent or haunt events but one can only do so far.
- Comment on Is anyone planning on doing anything about trump creating a concentration camp at guantanamo bay? 2 months ago:
Simple I couldn’t vote due to. Kamala deciding to stay silent in my offers. I don’t align with speeches but visions. I asked for a private dinner to discuss these future.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Hmmm from that perspective is understandable but here’s my question why is it seen as a weird or bad thing let’s say if humans were to diverge. Since for me I actually am a kemonomimi. I can fully understand this will probably be seen as insane but I learned a way to harness and manipulate matter itself and utilizing The Law of conservation of mass and creating new additions onto my body and those of my lovers but mine took a more realistic approach and my body developed from 6ft to 7ft 5 with these proportions
Upper body: 49 inches
Lower body: 42 inches
Body width: 3 ft
Feet:8-9 inches
Feet width: 4-5 inches
Left arm 32 inches
Right arm 46 inches
These specifically are for one of my other hybrids but overall it was my final intended goal but not my first.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Can I ask the specific mental illness you mean? I am really curious why being a kemonomimi is a mental illness.
Though unless you mean everything in general because while yes this started with trauma doesn’t many things do. Such as where you live, sometimes what you eat, what people wear, religious and spiritual beliefs.
I know I have BPD and a plethora of other things but everything I’ve either seen a psychiatrist for and taking medication or worked through. Such as BPD I barely have any symptoms from it anymore. Such as trance states, extreme anxiety and emotional distress. Bipolar flow between 1-2 removing anger and irritation mainly and depression with medication. Learned to reverse my psychopathic facets. Just much more.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Ahhhh yeah no. I’ll admit I thought that somewhat on my own but that’s because most others won’t treat me how I want. Also I have found a psychiatrist she agreed on all my recorded issues. Just don’t have money or insurance to go anymore.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Also with younger handlers of what I’m used to they treat me worse most times. So having younger handler is kind of shocking to me but they were my original wife. All my past handlers before them abused me and worse.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Yeah I can assure you that is not how it happened. Isn’t grooming them persuading and changing someone’s ideas by being kind to them when you normally aren’t that way. I mean I may have been at a younger age by others for sure. Though literally everything was my choice. As in even starting to date more than one person. Staying in my relationship durning certain points that they thought I was going to leave. To the point they are surprised. Now if you’re saying that towards the 61 year old. He didn’t join until I was already 18. Unless he groomed me from being hot on movies or sweet in interviews. Then doubtful because I chased him hard after I turned 18 and he joined when I was 19. I was holding him on a thread making him obsessed over me. Though as for being sexually active with those few when I was younger in my older teens. It was fully consensual and honestly I would ask for example my husband sooo often. Trust me there’s no reason to worry with them but my family specifically their biggest worry is because I like men, am not Christian and love multiple people. As for my school they may have had those worries or interpretations but without evidential proof or suspicion. Though I will say I was extremely different from normal kids so may of been harder to tell.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Can I ask why you specifically said this? I don’t know the meaning behind it but of what I’ve heard normally sarcasm?
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
I’m 19 now btw but when that first started one was one year younger while two were a year or two older. Nothing crazy. Also for sure I did and still do. Though now the biggest age gap is 61.
Yeah that’s understandable that they were worried about that. Though they didn’t nearly gain enough information before assuming. Though yeah most definitely but there comes a time in someone’s life when they’re ready to heal. Honestly they didn’t distract myself from self work but gave me a reason to chase it. Since originally I didn’t care about where my life was going but for them I’ll do anything. That includes healing and working on myself.
Yeah back when that happened. It’s understandable they were iffy or even uncomfortable at first but my biggest point. They have the ability to openly communicate and learn.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Sadly i can’t. That’s the issue. Don’t have the money and insurance right now is out the window. In the future I look to get 275$ insurance best for therapy and psychiatry
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Our relationship is based off hybrids genetically modified but I guess I have traits beyond them. Also For psychopathy that kind of transformed and I’ve self cured many symptoms.
(Which don’t repeat without guidance of medical professionals but in my case I didn’t have that money and no reason too)
Otherwise is there anything else. Since you realize thing of that nature can easily change the nature of someone’s life and until there’s change not possible.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Thank you so much for sharing everything you do and if you have more insight please share. The last message was a really healing message.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
That’s really interesting that the uncanny valley would come from someone with ears and tail. Also there is no sexualization of animals at all. Instead there is different types of humans and humanoid beings similar to animals and such hybrids or kemonomimi are more human normally only ears, tails, teeth and traits. While like how we see furries today. A representation of a fully anthropomorphic beings similar to an animal but intelligent life.
So it depends on where one is on the scale. Also for sure. Though only thing you may not like within the end of last part. Is protection of property and that includes handlers. So deeply protective.
Please if you have anything to add I’d love to hear. I’m intrigued mainly about the uncanny valley.
- Comment on [deleted] 5 months ago:
Most definitely. I have very few memories of any of my childhood and early teens. I also grew up deeply psychopathically treated. Meeting nearly all the facets some sort of way. Now it’s even more confusing when I say or do things that are over board or like when I want to sniff my handler or lick them over their arm. Or bite them.
It’s gotten less weird but yeah 🙂↕️