Watch educational documentaries of high quality to try to identify topics that interest you and then look for books on those topics to go deep.

But also, I’m just gonna level with you. Life is pretty hard. It sucks a lot of the time. But it’s also awesome at other times. I just want to remind you that it though you’re feeling bad about it right not, it won’t always be this way. You won’t always feel this way. Hope you feel better soon.