I was just tired of getting under the stupid desk’s knowing it wouldn’t mean shit. When I say hate Russia, I mean the government not the people…and our government for not getting shit together after WW2. My psychiatrist is Russian…which is kind of weird that her husband was Uzbeck and committed suicide. And got an Appt. with her Wed and don’t know what to say to be thoughtful do to well both of us growing up differently…sorry got on a soap box there. Much love and thanks for the reply.