I’m literally at a weird phase where I find random old things and I’m like “remember that one time back in the day when the future looked kinda nice?” and I’m tearing up.

And the worst part, back then I was a depressed mess (I mean, more so than now) and I thought the world was bright and it’s my own fault my life sucked. And now I’m like, actually, looks like I was wrong. I’m fine, it’s just the world that is going to hell… oh shit.