seriously. I’ve never smoked a cigarette in my life. the day i started having a problem with nicotine is the day secondhand smoke started smelling good. never should have taken that construction job with the crew where i was the only nonsmoker (and everyone there went through two packs on the job).

moved to utah after that, and would linger by smoker’s corner outside the supermarket on the walk home. That’s when i knew something had changed.