I don’t want to be instrusive OP, but I think you may have stumbled upon a common LGBT cognitohazard. You may have received a signal that will initialize a gayification procedure in your brain. This is how lgbt people turn decent men homosexual.

Please seek help OP. This procedure cannot be stopped and it cannot be undone. It can only be slowed down, and if you begin your therapy soon enough it can actually be temporarily stalled. The goal is to halt it for long enough that you will reach the old age with as few homosexual interactions as possible, preferably of oral nature only.

Take action now. You may still avoid The Great Phallic Incursion.