I gave 20 years of my life giving what other people think maybe its a mid life crisis or something. But teachers, friends, associates, co-workers, bosses, family all told me what to do. Now I just don’t give a shit. Now I am ritefully medicated (longer story) I just don’t give a fuck. I pretty much burnt all the bridges except for family and just don’t care. You have no idea how much a load off my shoulders that is. I used to drink alot to get thru the icky parts of school. Now I gave up the hard liquor and just drink beer and smoke Camel Silvers once in a while. I think the majority of it is either people don;t get how I can no give a shit about anything. Or they are just jealous. Now yes I do stuff to antagonize people somewhat kind of like Lenard Nemoy in Bruno Mars Lazy Song. I was so hung up on people who glanced at me thinking they were looking at a flaw or something. Or my clothes did not match. Or hated all Nurses after covid. Now I get look and just don’t care. I kinda feel sorry for them that they are the way I was. But one day I may do an ELI5 of explaining how a troll or whoever gets off by baiting or stoking a fight. I am going to pass out Much Love to you my friend.
Patnou@lemmy.world 4 weeks ago
I gave 20 years of my life giving what other people think maybe its a mid life crisis or something. But teachers, friends, associates, co-workers, bosses, family all told me what to do. Now I just don’t give a shit. Now I am ritefully medicated (longer story) I just don’t give a fuck. I pretty much burnt all the bridges except for family and just don’t care. You have no idea how much a load off my shoulders that is. I used to drink alot to get thru the icky parts of school. Now I gave up the hard liquor and just drink beer and smoke Camel Silvers once in a while. I think the majority of it is either people don;t get how I can no give a shit about anything. Or they are just jealous. Now yes I do stuff to antagonize people somewhat kind of like Lenard Nemoy in Bruno Mars Lazy Song. I was so hung up on people who glanced at me thinking they were looking at a flaw or something. Or my clothes did not match. Or hated all Nurses after covid. Now I get look and just don’t care. I kinda feel sorry for them that they are the way I was. But one day I may do an ELI5 of explaining how a troll or whoever gets off by baiting or stoking a fight. I am going to pass out Much Love to you my friend.