It really sucks how my health/disability prevents me going back to work even casually. Plus I’ve been ill for so long there’s a massive resume gap that means nobody would hire me. And the disability job agencies only offer manual labour jobs like hotel cleaning (not able to do that). And no doubt there’d be some major disruption from a crazy neighbour as soon as I got a job. It’s a shame I can’t sell art to bring a little more money in. But demand would be low, I’m not that good, and PayPal gives your government name out. I guess all I can do is try to work on the non-permanent aspects of my health and see how far that gets me. This might be a long road.