Sûre, for me it is like a wild horse i can put on a track and it go faaaaast, some time I can’t speak with human even non ADHD because between’ two words my thinking went to far to be able to match my speech. In this state, I only speak by writing, I am not understandable.
I feel like I have two part of my brain one I control and one or more which I can influence but not control.
So I try to change parameters and see how it affect the uncontrollable part. I became really good at this.
I stopped trying to rationalize my thinking process, humans can be one thing and it’s contrary at the same time and that great.
I think I built a system to manage myself as if I am managing another person and it seem TP work for me.
Diurnambule@jlai.lu 5 weeks ago
Sûre, for me it is like a wild horse i can put on a track and it go faaaaast, some time I can’t speak with human even non ADHD because between’ two words my thinking went to far to be able to match my speech. In this state, I only speak by writing, I am not understandable. I feel like I have two part of my brain one I control and one or more which I can influence but not control. So I try to change parameters and see how it affect the uncontrollable part. I became really good at this. I stopped trying to rationalize my thinking process, humans can be one thing and it’s contrary at the same time and that great. I think I built a system to manage myself as if I am managing another person and it seem TP work for me.