SanctimoniousApe@lemmings.world 1 day ago
I’m honestly too depressed to channel anything - it just comes out at random moments when I’m alone while I struggle to keep myself going (something only happening at all because I have to for those dependent upon me).
DylanMc6@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 day ago
Have you considering doing poetry?
SanctimoniousApe@lemmings.world 18 hours ago
Sorry, poetry never appealed to me for whatever reason.
DylanMc6@lemmy.dbzer0.com 18 hours ago
What kind of creative thing you’re thinking of doing?
SanctimoniousApe@lemmings.world 14 hours ago
I appreciate your patience in trying to help, but it’s honestly better spent elsewhere. I’ve long lost virtually all hope, and even if things magically became as they should be tomorrow I believe I’m far too damaged at this point to be recovered as the person I could and should have been. It’s been too long. I’m just going through the motions at this point.