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Stamets@lemmy.dbzer0.com 2 days agoSorry. I’ve just been used to dragging myself through life for such a long time and things are… the way they are. I need therapy. There’s a reason I set up the 2meirl4meirl communities here on lemmy lol
But thank you. Seriously. For everything. I wish I had something better to say at the moment.
shalafi@lemmy.world 1 day ago
Do not be sorry. You have not offended me or anyone else, and even if you did that’s not necessarily grounds for an apology.
Doing better today I hope? Apologies if you answer and I don’t reply. For some reason lemmy limits how many replies I can see without checking every post.
Stamets@lemmy.dbzer0.com 1 day ago
Lemmy does the same thing to me, actually. Granted, I have over 8,000 notifications, so I don’t know if that’s because of the amount that I have or what. That being said, feel free to message me or something Here, Matrix, Discord, whatever I don’t talk to a ton of people, so like, conversation and stuff is cool. And I do things other than whine.
Today though, yeah, a lot better. The landlord has accepted the rent transfer. Bills are mostly paid. Most things are kind of taken care of. I am far luckier than I deserve to have been able to get the help that I did from everybody here.
As for the apologies, that is a combination of being Canadian and traumatized. It is a habit that I am trying to get over. It is easier said than done You have no idea how fucking bad I am trying to not say sorry. For saying sorry. Not as a joke. Just… yeah.