Same here. Only instead of partner and family, it’s the internet. They’re mad, too. It really feels like you are the only one sane in the whole world, and people on the internet don’t even feel real, like they come from a fantasy. And i get the racism, too :/ But for us it’s towards Jews. Apparently the YAHOOD changed some musical cord to mind control the whole world, according to my old substitute teacher, in a completely unrelated rant.

Stay safe, and i hope you can get out happily.