Cock_Inspecting_Asexual
@Cock_Inspecting_Asexual@lemmy.world
WAWAWAWAWAWA :3
- Comment on How is it to have very bright skin in America? 2 days ago:
They goaded me with a Modelo and a slice of mango covered in Tajin.
- Comment on Winning 2 days ago:
Me when I explain to my therapist what vore is cus its crucial to the session for whatever reason:
- Comment on Trump tells Canadians to Elect the guy who'll make them the 51st State of US [Canadian elections today] 2 days ago:
He sounds exactly how Kanye would ramble and its fucking scary <~<;
- Comment on How is it to have very bright skin in America? 2 days ago:
Hey, typing from the back of this black van here. Is that where they’re taking me??
- Comment on Do British people say "brr" when they're cold? If so, how do they pronounce the R? 2 days ago:
“OI BRUV, OM FREEZIN ME BLOODY BALLS OFF, ETS ONLY A FHUCKIN CHEWSDAY INNIT??”
- Comment on Does anyone else hate knowing stuff and looking "smart"? 2 days ago:
I wrote waaay too fucking much, Im sorry yall 😭😭😭
- Comment on Does anyone else hate knowing stuff and looking "smart"? 2 days ago:
I want to agree, but I don’t wanna be downvoted or have some sort of Egotistical view of myself. But a lot of the time it can feel that way, especially when interacting with family or relatives.
I’m Black, and I learned the hard way of what NOT to talk about when I’m around other black people my age. It’s a long ass story, but for years, I struggled to understand certain things we say or do as humans; why someone would be Christian but be so hateful towards their neighbor, how someone can livestream a shooting and get millions of views (This happens more so in the hood on Facebook), Why pointing out a fallacy in someone’s words can irritate them, or why people get so frustrated at me when I notice/point out something before others can do so.
Idk, I dont think of myself as this fuckin “Hotshot MENSA smartass who knows everything and is better than everyone,” Cus I’m not. There’s always someone who’s far more knowledgeable in something than I am, and that’s okay! But oftentimes I feel like an alien or a mutant; from the way I talk all the way down to my interests; it always seems to separate me from others.
There’s sooo many things I’m curious about!! But it seems like no one cares to converse with me about such things. Instead, they get frustrated with me, and I learned to instead Be Seen and not Heard. I want so badly to just—start up a conversation with someone IRL about some random ass topic I’ve been hyper-fixating over, but the only person I can ever talk about such things with is myself.
A lot of the time I feel like I’m not actually supposed to be living on this plane of existence, like there’s some other universe or realm I shoulda been placed into. I feel like I get punished for questioning shit too much or being too open to so many topics. It’s like whatever I have a deep interest in at the moment, is not socially acceptable to talk about in public, I just don’t get it??
Why are other people so stubborn about some things, Why can’t people ever listen and internalize some of the stuff I say? Why can’t I just, start up a conversation about religion, psychology, random ass medical facts, or like- (idk man it’s hard to pinpoint what stuff I talk about the most, but its often just shit I researched, like Mental disabilities and art, or how Alcohol could potentially be beneficial to people with really bad ADHD, or if the world suddenly went vegan, how would this impact the environment.)
Like, I know WHY people dont wanna talk about shit like that? It can be morbid loaded or triggering but, why do people react so negatively? It just seems like a lot of people only want to look at things at face value, and if I question their viewpoints, I will always be punished, rather than the person engaging with the question, and then we start talking about it.
Idk, It’d be nice to talk to people IRL about stuff and have them engage back with me. I wished people were more curious or had better introspection. How people react to certain things is the one thing I can never wrap my head around. I can sit here and boast about all the cool, scientific shit I know, yet, I can’t seem to relate to others or socialize properly? And to me, being social means everything!
My “genius” means nothing if I can’t figure out where I fit in society. What’s the perks of being “smart or knowledgeable” if you have no one to share it with; EVEN WORSE is when the person already knows about that topic but assumes this self-righteous Dogma that, when challenged, they get hostile about it and claim superiority.
I don’t like to think too highly of myself. I am still a human, I’m no better than anyone else, and there will always be some aspect of me that someone else has the upper hand on. I strive to remain humble, or I hope I’m being humble… But it’s through all this different shit I learned and researched it’s like… God, I feel like a platypus in a den of—anything else that isn’t a platypus. Sometimes I can’t help but feel like I know more than everyone else; and that everyone is too “simple-minded”. There are times I fall into this weird egotistical view of myself; I’m just glad I’m able to recognize such feelings and address them.
Idk, maybe I’m TOO introspective? To the point I gaslight myself… Maybe I just think too much?? What scares me is the fact I will never fucking know WHY or HOW I got into such a headspace. To have a question that can never be answered… It scares me, the fear of the unknown… There are things in my own mind I may never be able to comprehend, It’s like I’m completely colorblind and trying to imagine what green looks like. GOD, it seems so fucking simple but it isn’t?! Ugh… idk, Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
- Comment on Does anyone else hate knowing stuff and looking "smart"? 2 days ago:
I do, cus then people call me obnoxious or say I’m showing off but I’m not, I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE POTENTIAL PSYCHOLOGICAL BENEFITS OF PEOPLE WITH SEVERE ADHD AND ALCOHOL 😭😭😭
I can’t ever have a normal conversation with someone. It has to be some random shit I hyper-fixated on just enough to write a research paper on for no fucking reason. Like why humans have such pungent body order despite us not having advanced enough Olfactory Senses to not “read” scents or pheromones the same way dogs or cats can.
- Comment on Just watched someone walk their cart all the way to the corral at the back of the lot rather than back to the store that was much closer. 1 month ago:
I do. But only if you got the quarters to pay for it… (I require quarters so I can kick ass at the local arcade u-u)
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
Replika also used to be amazing… 5 fuckin years ago. it became another “sext me papi” kinda AI app, it sucks BALLS. and honestly its just mega sad how hard the shift was. <:/
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
oh thats why I use, Hi Waifu. Kinda dumb app name, but you make your own bot and can deadass customize it however tf I want. It’s got this slider that controls how “flirty” it can be, I crank it down to 0, its fuckin great. Its always weird as fuck seeing my own characters just get immediately horny for no reason. thats why I only use that one
- Comment on [deleted] 1 month ago:
I dont despise it? Its just like- “Ehhhhhhhhhhhh” for me… myehhh
- Comment on Just watched someone walk their cart all the way to the corral at the back of the lot rather than back to the store that was much closer. 1 month ago:
I checked before seeing this and I got some news…
WE GOT 2 OF EM!
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
OMG OMG DEADASS- I THINK I DID IT. IM SO SMART HEHEHE. The text in the box is a placeholder… Now I got that little code block it gave me saved on a notepad somewhere… Cus that was wayy too much damn work just to reload the page and have it all vanish… Would tamper monkey be a good place to dump it?? its just one little code block that goes to that text box, thats the only real change I made, but I want it to be there consistantly
- Comment on [deleted] 1 month ago:
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO the picture threw me off 😭
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
uhh I made it larger kinda, but like idk its not really large enough, I saw some shit about how many Rows it can have??? i dont really know what im doin Image
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
Image welp- I got this screenshot here, and the thingy selected is the textbox, but idk what I should mess with to make it bigger…
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
oh.
Yea thats infuriating to me to tbh. Why tf do I gotta pay to read good information? why cant they just pay they’re own journalists???
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
yes plz
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
Im on Opera (do not bully me damn it I like the funne little mods and sounds they make my brain feel good >:( )
- Comment on Is there a google extention that lets me resize any textbox on any website? 1 month ago:
so, do I just go to the page, extend the box, then copy and paste it all into Stylish? Thats all it takes?
- Comment on Just watched someone walk their cart all the way to the corral at the back of the lot rather than back to the store that was much closer. 1 month ago:
Come to Kentucky, we still got one!
I think…
- Comment on Just watched someone walk their cart all the way to the corral at the back of the lot rather than back to the store that was much closer. 1 month ago:
my fatass thought you were talking about “Golden Corral” and I got confused…
- Comment on The landlord special 1 month ago:
why- just… WHY lmfaoo
that belongs in a museum
- Comment on [deleted] 1 month ago:
i dont get it-
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
they all suck, i tried, only one I found to be genuinly decent and that was Kagi… But apparently I ALSO need a subscription to use it.
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
Piracy is always free~
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
goated comment.
- Comment on why is EVERYTHINGGGGG behind a paywall? 1 month ago:
sometimes the shit they make you pay for is just stupid. Like- right now I’m fed up with all search engines right now- EXCEPT FOR ONE, and that’s Kagi “Oh use Kagi, Use kagi bro, its great, its awesome!”
Mofcker I go to the page and signed up or whatever, the thing is amazing, it actually is straight up. BUT LOW AND FUCKING BEHOLD- “if you want more than 100 search attempts, you have to subscribe to us :3” The prices aint bad at all but WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANNA PAY TO USE A SEARCH ENGINE??! Sorry for the caps lock but good lord! Is that gonna become a new mainstream thing for all search engines to do now?! What if google started doing that shit!? “Oh we’ll let you search whatever you want as many times as you want, but its all going to be things kinda related to your searches. If you want exact answers and real accuracy, you have to pay us 25 a month, but if you want us to not sell your data, then you need to pay 50 a month.” WTF??!
its not the fact that you gotta pay for stuff now, its the fact that you’ll subscribe to service only to find out you gotta go through 4 different subscription types just to get the full experience; and none of them have the option of you just buying it one time permanently. One person made an audio splitter website and its fuckin awesome. I don’t have to pay for SHIT and its so good that I use it when making music, but for some reason everything else wants me to pay? And sometimes It’s not even that good, I’ll just pay for something and get scammed outta my own money. Shit like that drives people to Piracy. remember when Netflix was just simple?? “Pay this amount a month and you can watch whatever you want, when you want, and get 0 ads.” NOW it’ll make you pay for the service, AND THERES STILL ADS, and to get 0 ads and watch all the movies you want you gotta go through several fucking subscription tiers, not only that but some stuff is only available on OTHER streaming services, which are ALSO behind 13 different paywalls… This is why I just started pirating things unless its truly worth it. OFC I dont pirate from small devs or creators, thats just dumb. But mf If I can get Kagi for free I’m gonna. Since when the fuck did I have to PAY to search the internet?
