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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/bonjour-mademoiselle on 2023-10-01 03:30:50.
My ex dumped me without warning after asking for space for a few days. When he broke up, he told me he’d had doubts and didn’t want to pursue the relationship.
The night before this, we had sex. With loving pillow talk, and after care. The whole deal, saying “I love you” throughout.
Unless he overnight decided he didn’t want me, it meant he had sex with me when he didn’t want me anymore. And it makes me feel so dirty. I just want to keep bathing but I don’t feel clean. I thought I had sex with someone who loved me, but I was just a warm body. I don’t know how to stop feeling so disgusted with my body.