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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/laylaluuveless on 2023-09-18 06:10:39.
need someone to tell this to anonymously because I’m ashamed to tell anyone in my life. i just turned 20 a week ago so i decided to make an account on a dating app. 3 days ago i (20f) met this guy (30m) who i had been talking to from the dating app, he asked if i wanted to smoke weed with him and i agreed. the night he picked me up he then drove down a dead end street and we started smoking bongs in his car (the windows were tinted). we were talking for like an hour then he tried to kiss me… mind you, im a virgin and i had never kissed anyone before. i also told him that in the messages. he told me to stop being nervous because he will teach me how to kiss. i let him and it actually felt alright then he asked me if we could go in the backseat and i said why? he goes so we can be closer and i agreed but before i did i told him we’re only going to to kiss because once again… I’m a virgin. he then said okay sure then we climbed in the back and started kissing again. while we were kissing he put his hands under my dress and was rubbing me down there then he put his fingers through my underwear and was trying to finger me. i told him it hurts and had to move his arm away but he was being so forceful and he was a lot stronger than me… he said that im lying about being a virgin and then he forced his fingers into my vagina. it hurt so bad i actually shed tears… he was making hickeys all on my neck while his fingers were in me and i was desperately trying to move his hand off me. he then pulled his fingers out and there was blood on them… i was so embarrassed and disgusted i just wanted to go home. he apologised immediately and tried to hug me i said get off me and to drop me home. he just said okay and got in the front. there was dead silence on the way home and i was just thinking about how much i wish i never responded to his message on that app. when i got home i cried in the shower and then blocked him on everything.