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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/cemilyh on 2023-09-02 14:55:37.

TW - abuse and sexual assault

We were having an argument over something asinine as usual and he starts laughing at me and saying I’ve lied about sexual assault against me in the past. He particularly focused on the fact I was sexually abused as a child and he told me “it never happened.” He’s forever bitter that when I first reported him to the police 4 years ago, I told them he never stopped during sex if I said to stop or it hurt. That I told them he beat me throughout my pregnancy.

I’ve tried to leave many times. He threatens me as soon as I do. He has lied to the police and social services before and uses them as his arsenal when I want to leave him.

He’s alienated me from my friends. He made me lose my job earlier this year. He tells everybody I’m the abusive one. If I block him to escape his verbal and mental abuse he says he’s going to ring the police on me. I’ve had people in my life give up on me because he’s still a part of it. I feel so trapped.

I’ve reported him to the police twice this year and still nothing changes. Even when he told me I’m lucky he hasn’t murdered me and our children.

I just want to be free.