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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/tem1205 on 2023-08-11 02:23:11.

don’t ask me why i’m even sharing this with the internet- i just feel like i don’t have anyone else to talk about this with in my life.

my situationship just left yesterday after a week at my place to go back home to where she lives across the country. our relationship is complicated since we’re basically friends who are very attracted to each other, but we were friends first and will probably always be friends. we slept in the same bed and the pillow she slept on still smells like her

anyway, i was masturbating very noncommittally, mostly because i’m on day two of my period and it makes my cramps a little better. this is the part that i’m really embarrassed about and which makes me feel like a total creep. i did it face down into the pillow she was sleeping on and after i came, i started absolutely bawling my eyes out.

i feel like a genuine crazy person a) for doing the pillow thing and b) for crying so violently after the fact. has anyone else done this? should i feel creepy for doing this? i don’t want to somehow violate her from afar.